A big y?

y is a question that i keep askin miself when i see him..

u noe i was quite happy walkin to the train station thinkin that i wun be able to see him again.. yesh u caught me sayin wun be able to see him.. i was late for the train time at 8.20 to see get to see him also..

Actually i'm kinda avoidin him now so i tot i will take the later train..

So i was takin the escalator up.. train due another 4mins.. i saw him sittin there at the platform.. u noe wat i felt like.. dumbfounded lo... i tot he would have left.. i was like damn! y do i have to see him.. din he left mins ago.. i was waitin outside the mark lines la.. And the train came.. i did look at him and yeah he did look at me.. we had eye contact twice and the other one is when he walked behind me to get into the cabin.. which struck me la.. coz he was literally behind me.. okie.. i sld be happy abt it rite.. knowin a fact that ur crush is behind u.. and he's tall that i wear heels.. i'm only abt his shoulder.. can u imagine?! alrite.. the feelin was nice for the whole one station to jurong east.. den later so mani ppl la.. so we moved inwards the cabin.. but he was all the while facing behind me.. urghhhh

tell me wat to do! and the train is super long todae.. and was late for everyone of us!

goodness... urghhhhhh

i wanna die la.. y he gotta move so close to me.. true mi heartbeat twice and more when i was literally facing opposite of each other.. though he was busy playin his phone? or palm top? no idea.. his music is super loud! and dunno wat genre of music?! haha..

guess will see how things goes... neh.. dun think abt it man..

i blog soon.. boss in.. damn!