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Tuesday, August 30, 2005

B4 i sleep

Hey everybody

Firstly.. hope tis will not b a long story.. hehe

I had 2nd supper with him n mx last nite.. Pretty late in the nite le.. abt 2 plus i reached home.. super tired and i had to wake up at 7.30 to go to work.

Managed to get to work but was late.. Told everyone i was having headache.. but the true part is.. i actually took a bus at clementi, a straight bus was takin bloody ages long to reach mi office.

Did took the train but was fully packed n everyone was squeezing like body to body contact alreadi.. which i dun like.. so i get off at clementi.

Was pretty stoning all the way in the bus ride.. was thinking yeah i'm pretty happy n contented for having supper with him again n tis time we chatted for 2hrs. Well.. i dunno i feel tat sooner or later.. something upsetting is gonna happen. N i was pretty stoned and kinda feelin sad..

But aniwae.. just the bus ride part.. but i'm feeling okie, feeling very very contented already.. i'm not a greedy person. Shun Qi Zi Ran ba..

For one thing is clear on mi stand is i noe is impossible.. I rather like the way it is now.. just be normal frens.. tat's good enough..

I'm kinda in a numb stage.. totally dunno wat mi feeling.. i really had no clue.. or was it mi brain going to switch off soon..

No idea at all.. think i continue the story tml.. mayb mi normal feeling will be back..

*Praying that he get a job soon!*

Nite

Kel

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