Heaven is making the tears for me

Looks like it's gonna rain... and later i'll took a train home.. suddenly i just wanna enjoy the family warmth.. hmm..

Finally i can see through everything, i'm feeling good when i walk out of the train station after meetin the client @chinatown pt.

Guess i knock miself in some senses, there's sudden enlightment..

Mayb for the past weeks, i'm thinking that i dun wanna end the feeling of liking him.. so tat's y it's still there.

Tis time round, i've grown up enough to understand wat i'm doing and wat i'm thinking..

Like xian said, love is ke yu bu ke qiu.. i'm letting it come naturally lo..

All i know is that i wun fall in love so easily.. but tryin to let go a big part of him..

Things are meant to be, it's is urs.. it is.. if not.. no point dragging..

Love can't be force either.. i think tat even if i tell him so wat? hello i got a gf now.. anyway dun wan to upset everybody la.. not tat i'm being generous or wat.. seriously.. there's no point in doing.. furthermore.. i wun let miself cry tis time.. i'm sad la.. of coz.. but is the thinking wise that's gonna change..

Xian had been tellin me so much.. and i believe i can do it ba..

yes i deleted everything.. just wanna stay away from seeing him during tis period of dunno how long.. becoz i noe tat sometimes u noe.. flashbacks occur n all.. as a fren, i wish tat he's happy with his gf lo.. cherish the relationship tat he's in rite now.. somemore apart from working so much, tender love from a caring gf is juz wat he needs.

So much abt thinking for him again.. i noe i'm silly.. it doesn't matter really..

Not gonna send him anythin tis dec.. let his gf do it.. who am i in his eyes.. rite anot.. later his gf jealous or watever.. yea.. initially was lookin ard for a nice gift for him.. but now i shall not do it..

and tis blog is the last i ever mention abt him.. and no more..

thanks heaven for such an ans.. thou i noe tat i keep feeling something gonna happen 2dae and tis is it.. good la in a sense tat it just ended everything yea

Divertin attention in mi work, family and frens.. tat's all i need.

Love.. let it come by.. no hurry abt it..

Mayb sometimes i wish to haf a shoulder to lean on.. so much.. yet there's no one.. sigh rite..

i'm strong and independent.. yeah..

Making me learn n grow up so much of loving someone and letting go..

Felt like i had go through a big part of wat love is.. but mayb not.. coz i haven go thru a proper relationship..

Time will tell...

Don't give up on love ppl.. sometimes it may since rough but.. don't ever give up on love.. juz tat changes in life tat we muz accept to it. And purse your own happiness..

Xian, i've alighted the boat.. looks like i'm no longer an idiot! :)

Wen, noe u said wat is alreadi said... just support mi decision will do!

KeL