Study n the loan...

I'm back, a sunday afternoon with not much of tv programs to watch and nothing much.. except to surf the net and check with some friends.

Been worrying so much of getting into a uni this year.. coz i felt life is so stagnent now.. No pay increment, nothing... wat the hell i worked my butt off for 2years to get such a return.. despite 2times of bonus but i guess tat's fair n square coz i worked so hard for it.

Though my boss encouraging me now is to take the license and qualified to be a financial adviser, which in turn i can make some living of my own without much worry of getting so little pay. And i hope i can pay as much of my sch fees if given a place in sim-rmit tis august.

Given a miracle hope that my relatives are gonna help me with the loan.. the worst bit is the guarantor needs to be mi immediate family, which i dunno how even. wat the hell.. a moment of hope is juz being tarnished within secs of my reading on the website.. life is lidat huh..

But i'll make sure i get the money.. even if i need to work mi butt off for it..

I was given rejection letters from the rest of the unis i applied.. a waste of my money..

In my life now at 22, crossing just 1/4 of my whole life..

Wat do i see in mysef for the next 20years.. a career of my own? getting a family, settle down with a few kids? be a housewife like an obasan? or just being single, work and tour countries to countries?

Come to think of it, wat exactly do i want?

I just feel like finishing a degree.. i mean this is somethin tat sld be clear first. Then i come to think of my job.. Able to climb up the board of directors? Being a MD? or just open a shop/cafe of my own? Working overseas? Life is kinda far to think and yet short to live..

I think one step at a time man.. Don't rush into things.. just be calm and settle one little problem at a time.

Just rem todae is Mother's day.. To all mums in the world, a very special day for the year hardwork.

Was thinkin to go out n eat with mi mum.. but she juz cooked.. hmm.. mayb tat will let me save some pennies.. And i just calculated i overspent at $100. Dunno on where.. N now.. i'm broke..

Shawn is apparantly MIA, no idea where he gone.. missing.. 3weeks..

Still can't find any guy yet.. sorry no juicy news yet.

Hope got ppl to date me out.. haha.. crazy idea..

I'm super bored @home.. decide to go to my grandma house in a while.. one week of no GYM! Gasp.. oh no.. pray my efforts dun go down the drain..

There's no secret in losing the weights.. but if u're determined to do one thing.. u'll get it done.

Next time i'll update more on the life happenings..

Cheers
Kel