Someone to hold on forever.. till we grow old together

I was watching this episode on tv show (taiwan), it was talking about couple's love life (whom are from the showbiz in taiwan). Thou i dunno who they're.. but their stories are kinda touching.. And this woman was saying: " You know, in a r/ship is not about hugging and kissing or even sex.. but is about holding hands forever.. till we grow old together". And i came to recall seeing this elderly couples in their 80s.. and both of them are holding hands.. walking along the street.. i rem the old man went to held the old woman's hand.. and together they crossed the road and walked along the street.. It was kinda touching to me.. coz who noes wat will hold in a r/ship to a marriage for the entire 40-50 yrs? And it was ironic to feel their love for each other even till the age of 80s.. so lovey dovey~

Today, there are more cases of divorce after a marriage.. some can even break it off in 6mths of their marriage.. what are the vows of marriage to them? Didn't they sworn in front of the justice of marriage and to ppl who love them.. that both of them will carry on their love for each other no matter sick or death... I was emotional hearing those words come out from the bride and bridegroom.. it was romantically sweet.. Marriage is like a once in ur lifetime.. to most woman is the most happiest dae of their life.. having a happiness marriage..

And this year i had one invitation from mi ex-colleague.. i think 26th of dec.. if i rem correctly.. hehe.. And next yr my cousin's.. perhaps anor cousin is getting ROM next yr too..

We grow.. older n older huh.. Tis reminds me of the second half of the year will be almost all my frens' bdaes.. haha.. Yup, i hardly had one in the beginning of the year.. so most of them are at the second half of the year..

I was asking my dad out of the blue, whether i can go for a holidae end of the year.. and he was smiling at me and said no.. sianz.. i tot it was a yes for a moment.. but den hai... he noes i will try to go.. as much as i wanted to.. yup.. i think i'll die in sg if i din go out of the country by end of the year.. haha.. so kua zhang.. but but.. i'm thinking of where to go for a holidae? if i were to ask.. most will say no money.. if i were to tell them to save money.. they may not have the time.. or go where? This kinda feeling sucks.. haha.. oh well.. i dunno man... end of the year.. mi boss is going australia.. but her daughter wans to go to winter place to play snow.. by then i not sure if i'm still working for her.. which i doubt it ba.. so i hope she can go enjoy the trip coz she wanted to go for a holidae so much tis june but alot of things just screwed up and she just can't go away for a trip.. i wanna go too can bring me in dec! lol.. Is brisbane lo.. i dun mind just the air ticket to fly me there.. haa

Taiwan at the end of the year.. hmm i'm scared it maybe cold and raining.. Thou i would prefer going there in summer mayb 2008 (july).. to get some shopping as well.. Where else can i go? Actually.. thinking thinking.. wanna go to cold country will be nice.. like korea or japan... haha.. there will be too ambitious.. cannot.. mi dad sure kill me if he noes how much will be spend there.. If not m'sia liao lo.. haa.. Worst come to worse is dun go anywhere.. rite.. urgh..

About a month more to school reopen.. Not much exciting vacation thou.. thinking of when can i go zoo... mayb i'll do tat on mi b'dae.. haa tat sounds funny going zoo for b'dae with all the animals to 'celebrate' for me.. lol.. Then again.. it's proj period.. hopefully tis time round.. wun kill me with all the projects rushing to submit all together.. muz get a proper time management..

Last sem to really fully enjoy student life.. there wun be animore unless.. i wanna do a master.. wat are the chances man.. slim ar.. unless i'm rich.. den i really wanna enjoy study overseas.. being very independent.. but i scared of being alone overseas.. haa.. contradicting huh..

mi brain is not functioning well todae.. going knock off at 6pm and head home for the tv drama at 7pm ch U.. i watched it becoz tat dummy doc is so funny.. attitude changes when he noes tat the ger is a married woman.. but den he still loves her lo.. can tell can tell.. i think the previous parts where he starts to likes her and alwaes wanna meet up with her was kinda cute.. and funny.. how silly can it get.. but really for love.. one can do anything under the sun..

-L-O-V-E-... unexplainable.. u will noe it when u fall in love.. being in love.. and fall out of love..
sounds like i'm the love expert.. wahhaha.. no la.. there's not even a right guy in place.. i'm absolutely STILL single and available.. and no one in mind.. haa.. enjoying the dull life that carried on in me... in the past.. i do envy those who had.. but now.. it din strike mi mind anymore.. perhaps used to being lidat.. and just wished that mi frens whom are attached that everything goes well on them..

I'm preparing to go home soon.. in 50mins more.. hehe.. to the gym tonite! had a sinful lunch.. erm mcdonald.. juz feel like trying the teppanyaki burger.. it was not bad.. just like having mos burger teriyaki burger.. but this teppanyaki is a bit spicy.. but is bearable for me.. i'm sure u guys will feel nothing haa..

Gtg.. blog soon~
Kel