Happy moments had die down

Yeah.. indeed happy moments like this can last for a while.. and den it will become memories.. but i'll leave the good memories in mi mind.. tat's all..

Time like this, i shall use the weekend to think through alot of things.. :) Nothing much to be sad or watsoever..

I've taken things like this very easy.. so no worries about me.

I think i'm pretty irritatin that i msged him last nite.. n todae.. but nothing much in particular.. was askin him if he wanna share present for mx bdae.. n i backed off..

True.. i find miself that i had some feeling back for him.. but i'm mature enough to think through and i will lessen the feeling.. step by step.. i will rather picture things like we r juz frens.. u noe..

Kinda in a confused state.. but rest assured that everything will turn out fine one me..

I no longer the 16yrs old Kaili tat fell for him head over heals.. haha.. those were the days..

Perhaps some things can nv be forgotten...

.... end of the day.. i had to wake up into mi real world.. been day dreaming and even i'm so tired in the bus after work, i seriously din slp at all..

I just wish that mi feeling will fade slowly.. in no time.. i can't feel it... yeah

Guess tml i will stay at home and do mi photographs..

Suddenly recall D said he nv been overseas before.. haven had the chance of sitting in a plane.. I hope after he starts to work, he could save up a bit and go enjoy life.. It will be very rewarding feeling..

Till i come to blog again.. well i hope it doesn't turn out to be him.. watever happens i really dunno.. no one can predict wat will happen tml.. let's juz face the life we r facing..

Kel