Silly Ger

It seems quite come time that i blog.. since the last one on 24th Jul.

Beginning of August.. a week had past! Tat was like really fast.. n i was half way preparing for my b'dae. Things are gonna get me busy busy.. Haven finish decidin on the food.. but i shall wait for the number of confirmation ppl next weekend.

Tis week.. kind tough walk.. been seeing all the green freaks and so mani things related to tat D fellow.. Y! I really dunno.. luckily i didn't get to see him... Finally i really cannot hide from myself that i still likes him.. I really tot i have given him up... was like.. being a neutral fren.. always be happy for him on the things he do..

Well... i can't control my feelings that i actually burst into tears.. Loads of things had really make me feel that he likes someone else.. I dunno how to say it.. n mi frens keep tellin me that i think too much.. yeah perhaps i am..

Accepting the fact.. and knowing how to let go.. seriously it's tough..

For now.. i just wish to lessen the pain i had...

I will get mi ans when we met up for the movie.. if the feeling is true.. i really.. dunno wat to do.. perhaps i will cry.. perhaps i will stay cool..

Love is stupid.. y make me go round the circle and still trapped with this fool..

Maybe i shall look out for better guys.. can i?

I hope i will end up being happy for mi bdae next month.. tat's all i care.. i had mi frens n family around.. it will be enuff..

I've been doing some regular exercise tis week.. first the yoga.. den the gym.. den the yoga n the gym.. running on the treadmill.. n i kept preserving the energy to run.. all becoz i could shed abit of fat n looks abit nicer to meet him.. muhahahaa.. tot of it.. really xiao si ren (lol)..

Took tis movie very easily already.. just the tot of catchin up with frens.. i hope i can talk tat dae.. n seriously not keepin mi mouth shut..

It's like i'm back to the past.. n i dun wan that.. alot of things had changed.. 5 years.. time to grow up and be mature..

Alot of silly tots again... i really wanna get out of this.. meet a nice guy.. and ends it there... will it be better?

Sometimes being a single need to face alot of stuffs.. going through all the shits.. n overcome it..

I'd been thru it miself for couple of times.. tis time round.. i hope i can do it..

Aniwae i'm going out to city area and to catch the fireworks tonite.. at 7.30pm...

Fireworks.. hm.. a unforgettable one.. -_-

kel