Fri!

Slept at 2plus last nite.. sending an email to USA. hmm.. hope the thing turn out to be okiez..

WOke up feeling leg cramp! Urgh.. feelin so in pain.. for a very long time.. i woke up and dun even dare to move mi leg but is greatly in pain.

So i sms-ed mi boss and told her i'm coming in late.. prolly b4 lunchtime or earlier.. but right now.. i'm at home bloggin! alrite.. juz a small one and i'm going off to work..

Leg is still pain but hope i can walk la.. the weather is superlistic hot! And it rained in the morning was like so damn shiok to slp more!

So i bet tml i can slp in even later! hahaha.. 2nite nothin's on.. so perhaps i'm just gonna be @hm.. since mi mum is not in.. she's goin out w her fren to chinese garden coz the auntie got free tickets! Good la.. at least mi mum needs to enjoy herself better den coping @hm all the time.

Very sad news i heard from my mum abt mi cousin! Was cryin in tears afterwards..

Y all i care abt is 'D' and i din realised that so mani ppl around me wanna ask me out on mi special day.. and they even make tat effort to plan to go out with me.. yet all i did was simply waitin for him to ask me out..

Tat's super dumb of me! So i decided .. that i can't get him in my mind 24/7. Work need to be done.. and found that i'm quite listless and a few mistakes here n there..

So turning out to be very bad now..

I wanna change this way.. so i'm gettin more n more li zhi! I really need to...

I decide that watever i really need to get out of my chest.. this will be a place to let me get everything out in mi heart n mind...

Simply don't wish to disturb mi frens around me.. their advices are nice.. i noe.. n it's really up to me to decide wat to do ritez.. so no point in telling them the same thing over n over again.. and they might juz wanna hit me.. lol

For one thing i really wanna find out is that during that chalet nite.. wat's he really thinkin? Alot of things i find that i knew him for ages long.. but afterwards.. things are getting to another story.. i find like i don't know him anymore.. is quite different from the way he act..

So i'm in a guessing game huh.. which simply loads of ppl are askin me wat's tat.. well really wan bu qi! i just wanna get out of it..

Rite now.. focus on work n frens r more impt.. as for him his priorty is work n money.. so yeah

Great thinking..

Time to go!

Talk soon

Kel