Yes finally going gym b4 home

A bit of update on wat's up 2dae!

First.. there's no lunch for me.. awaiting hard for ben&jerry treat! Haha complimentary from Alvin! hehe..

He said he's comin down w his fren to the national skin centre.. err dunno wat's for but yeah.. so he was online tis mornin n he saw mi nick - Ben&Jerry Kisok open 2dae! hehe.. first treat when the kisok open todae.. cool

Think his fren quite shy or something.. he himself is anor shy guy lol.. lidat how ar.. weitian n cher.. aiyoh diff for him to choose la.. but think he will prefer cher man.. haha

talkin abt his muscular hand.. coz of his tennis lol..

a muscular gay.. haha..

i ate swet cream & cookies! Damn nice! next time i wanna try the fish dough! (it's all abt choc!)

n alvin ate the strawberry something haa also quite nice..

Famous no.1 ice-cream in the whole wide world! :)

Nobody else to talk to (online) except zh.. he busy preparing for his sem exams ba..

good studious guy juz like wanlin.. so matching!

still can't stop teasing them even in mi own blog

however.. one thing for me to know today that he mayb is avoiding me huh.. is it becoz of last fri? i noe wen n jo is wei wo hao.. but really tat nite i dun wan to disturb him.. hmm.. the point of pushin him to come is like.. i noe wat's e end result le lo.. i wish he noes tat is not me.. but wat i can do now.. he dun even wan to reply me when i msg him online tis mornin.. well good la.. the fact tat i noe he's treating me lidat means no hope le wat..

i wish to settle the things btn me n him miself.. watever decision i wanna do i will follow mi heart and the right mind to do it. alrite..

now.. i just wish to disappear for a while.. yeah i tell u i'm not gonna msg him or do funny things to him la.. so he can rest his case n just concentrate to work.. as his next job comes in i guess next week or something.. well he will be more busier den ever.. which is good la.. tat's wat he wanted for so long

i'm fine really.. no worries abt me tat i'll cry or wat.. i'm just me at the end of the dae.. watever happened is in the past.. certain things are beyond mi control and i dun wish to explain miself further..

Since i can't do anything much.. so i dun do anything @ all.

Kel