flashbacks and more flashbacks

Confession:

Well, i still likes him.. and i miss him greatly..

Thou we nv get to see each other again.. and not talking at all..

Mayb this will hopefully let my feeling subside after some times... (Just like b4)...

I will try to open to my circle of friends.. but the shadow of him will always be there.. Sigh..

How i wish i nv see him again and my feeling is not back.. but afterall i was hiding the feeling inside.. hmm... wat am i doin.. really.. i dunno if i regret.. but tat chalet nite really leave me with too mani qtn marks.. i got diff ans from all mi frens.. haiz

Dun need to doubt much abt tat nite.. coz everything is impossible..

In my dream:
"How i wish the hand i hold last nite was him.. i really din see the face clearly so i dunno.. but the hand is so warm n so protective feeling.."

Who can give me a shoulder to lean on... everything i wish was him really..

Thou i noe the obvious ans.. can i juz dream a little..

Think our fate had ended.. now the feeling towards him is still strong.. i think it will take a while to end it..

Y yi xiang qing yuan again.. when u noe the ans is impossible.. y so stubborn..

Cant i just control my feeling..

All i noe is being silly again.. yes i noe..

Is okie, when i like someone, i don't need return just hope he will be happy and well..

See him woking lidat also makes me quite xin tong... hai.. feeling his full time job is about next week or so.. wun be able to see him online for quite a while..

every nite i wait n wait.. no fate la.. i noe..

mayb heaven wans to tell me to give up.. is tis the ans???

i'm still waiting if he will sms/msg me one dae.. i will treat him like a fren-fren ba..

Like lm say, if he interested in me, he will at least do something.. guess i noe the ans.. long ago le ba.. juz not willing to accept..

I'm just so... SILLY!


KeL