bOring 22-11-07

It's a hell lot boring here.. today.. tomorrow..

Dunno.. nothing much i can do now.. seriously.. so sian.. just feelin so bored.. and wishing something can spike me up alittle.. no motivation nothing to make feel better..

When shoppin during lunch-break.. at citylink and managed to get a berm for 20bucks.. tot it was cheap.. mayb the material also nothing fantastic to fetch a higher price.. it was on sale.. and first time being in the shop and spend at the shop.. some sixties fashion or wat can't rem.. aniwaez some are on sales.. while a top cost 29.90.. quite nice top.. alot of working adults are getting it.. like 4 pieces or something.. aniwaez suit those skinny ones la.. me still gonna work hard to fit in those size..

Feels like sleeping liao.. dunno got the mood to hang around bugis village later.. or what i should do later.. dunno.. tot of goin for a pedicure.. i'm so lazy.. Beng can't meet me tonight coz her mum fell sick.. then i msg sush but she did not reply me.. dunno mayb she's busy ba..

Aniwaez.. tot todae was kinda weird.. having those weird feelings.. i dunno how to describe.. is something towards people have on me.. sigh.. am i being irritating again.. sorry la.. i'm really bored ma.. who are the frens whom i can msg with.. just you guys lo.. so sad... why.. i was walkin around miself for lunch-break.. eating lunch by myself.. been in the office all by myself todae.. i tot i had enough of being alone.. and just wanna find ppl to chat with.. still.. there is none that i can find.. lucky in between i had some work to do... but now i'd finished and waiting for mi boss to step in.. 1 more hour.. i feel like goin home.. i dunno.. mayb there's the only place where i think i still can find a bit of warmth or just feeling better being at home..

So sick of all these really... pathetic person i am... end of the day... i'm still being by myself no matter where i go... how envy i can be seeing people walking around in groups.. in two..

everything seems to be falling apart.. mayb i'm too sensitive.. mayb i'm alittle insane now.. mayb i need to occupy myself with stuff.. maybe i should shut myself.. maybe i wish i dun exist...