~KeL's Live Journal~

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Mr. Shawn

HahAz... wat a title..

okie.. presenting to all of you, Mr. Shawn is the eRm train guy!

Okiez.. dun faint k.. haha

i noe i'm headwired.. seriously i felt i am.. i dunno y i felt gaga after seeing him too much in the station platform.. n everytime i was closer to him.. i felt mi heart thumpin like mad..

He's tall lo.. very tall.. i like his height.. he's just nice.. more towards the skinny part.. i wonder hw he manage to look the same.. if he hit some gym or wat?! hehe

but well.. he smoked!! i onli saw him smoking one time! but tat's good enough to spoil the image.. haha.. but i take it easy.. haha.. c'mon is not as if i'm falling deep for him..

still remains a crush.. keke.. yeah silly rite.. and i dunno y i felt like boring in this earli mornin where mi boss is meeting client at jurong east.. got a hunch she's comin back soon.. so i need to faster finish tis blog n head down to work!

Summaries of the past 3days..

Mon - Din see him at all, but missed him much
Tue - i need to head to tp to distribute calendars so i took the mornin train there.. in hope to see him at the station.. n YESH! he's there.. hehe.. he's wearing this brown color shirt.. okie.. i can't say he's dashing kind.. but he's average lookin yeah.. he looks tan/dark?!.. (which i hope i not cock eye to think he's a malay! if not i sure flip)

yup yup.. i'm burnin inside.. haha.. hot hot.. HAHA! He was standing diagonally in between the cabin.. so i can get to see him.. den i knocked onto someone's hand while leanin onto the pole.. and the fellow.. smiled at me n walked over to anor side.. givin the place for me to stand.. which i was like good.. i can see him.. even better.. when i was leanin i looked the other side lo.. den i was walkin to stand there.. n i accidentally stepped on a guy's shoe! i kept sayin sorry like.. (-_-)'''

So paiseh lo.. thanks god he's blasting his music if not so PAISEH!

Yeah.. n i was like dozing off in the train while standing.. merely closed mi eyes n rested.. coz thru out the journey i dun dare to look at him.. but when i was like lookin at him.. he looked at me with tat half sleepy eyes look! i was like haha! first time seeing h

Saturday, November 05, 2005

黑色毛衣

Thou i think i wun knit a mao yi at tis pt of time.. haa coz we dun haf autumn&winter season ma.. but it will be quite tie xing to knit a clothe to someone u love.. :)


一件黑色毛衣 兩個人的回憶
雨過之後 更難忘記
忘記我還愛你


你不用在意 流淚也只是剛好而已
我早已經待在谷底


我知道不能再留住你 也知道不能沒有骨氣
感激你 讓我擁有秋天的美麗


看著那白色的蜻蜓 在空中忘了前進
還能不能 重新編織 腦海中起毛球的記憶

再說我愛你 可能雨也不會停
黑色毛衣 藏在哪裡 就讓回憶永遠停在那裡

Looking @lyrics.. i like tis part where... 雨過之後 更難忘記 忘記我還愛你... hw true it is to forget someone..

你不用在意 流淚也只是剛好而已 我早已經待在谷底 (is tis hw u love someone to the max?)

我知道不能再留住你 也知道不能沒有骨氣 感激你 讓我擁有秋天的美麗

Ya even he's not someone i can haf by mi side.. but all i can really wish is to haf good memories alwaes w him to keep in hrt...

就讓回憶永遠停在那裡It'll stay... n juz frens till the very end...

To think tat he's still in mi mind every now n then.. i'm letting go oredi.. is just.. flashbacks n all... but loving someone to the max issit tat i can put down everything.. even if he's attached now.. very sweet moments w his gf.. n i dun even let these get tears down mi cheek...

i wun cry for him ba.. i think.. coz i'd done too mani silly stuffs... dunno when we'll start to chat in msn again.. but it's still far away.. still thinkin tat 22nd is his bdae next mth.. as usual, abt this time.. i'm thinkin of wat to give him.. but not this yr..

actually it's alreadi not bad tat he did celebrate mi 21st bdae w me.. n the rest of mi good frens..

perhaps.. tat way of thinkin is good enuff.. *shrugs*

aniwaez.. a long week ahead w/o mi boss ard.. n loads of things 2 b done.. coz first thing i need to be @simei in the mornin.. n rushin in n out the whole week till she got back on 15th.. which she'll resume work on 16th... tat's far too long.. haiz.. alot of shits again!

oh yeah.. i wish i can head back to study.. in real soon! crashed course w mx on fri.. was really good feeling of going to lecture! even thou it's a bad one... haa.. POA.. but i like the investment topics.. mayb i'm in insurance tat's y i can understand alittle bit of it..

Let me go back to study! promise miself on the grades thou!

Quick 2006!

KeL