~KeL's Live Journal~

Tuesday, May 29, 2007

Someone to hold on forever.. till we grow old together

I was watching this episode on tv show (taiwan), it was talking about couple's love life (whom are from the showbiz in taiwan). Thou i dunno who they're.. but their stories are kinda touching.. And this woman was saying: " You know, in a r/ship is not about hugging and kissing or even sex.. but is about holding hands forever.. till we grow old together". And i came to recall seeing this elderly couples in their 80s.. and both of them are holding hands.. walking along the street.. i rem the old man went to held the old woman's hand.. and together they crossed the road and walked along the street.. It was kinda touching to me.. coz who noes wat will hold in a r/ship to a marriage for the entire 40-50 yrs? And it was ironic to feel their love for each other even till the age of 80s.. so lovey dovey~

Today, there are more cases of divorce after a marriage.. some can even break it off in 6mths of their marriage.. what are the vows of marriage to them? Didn't they sworn in front of the justice of marriage and to ppl who love them.. that both of them will carry on their love for each other no matter sick or death... I was emotional hearing those words come out from the bride and bridegroom.. it was romantically sweet.. Marriage is like a once in ur lifetime.. to most woman is the most happiest dae of their life.. having a happiness marriage..

And this year i had one invitation from mi ex-colleague.. i think 26th of dec.. if i rem correctly.. hehe.. And next yr my cousin's.. perhaps anor cousin is getting ROM next yr too..

We grow.. older n older huh.. Tis reminds me of the second half of the year will be almost all my frens' bdaes.. haha.. Yup, i hardly had one in the beginning of the year.. so most of them are at the second half of the year..

I was asking my dad out of the blue, whether i can go for a holidae end of the year.. and he was smiling at me and said no.. sianz.. i tot it was a yes for a moment.. but den hai... he noes i will try to go.. as much as i wanted to.. yup.. i think i'll die in sg if i din go out of the country by end of the year.. haha.. so kua zhang.. but but.. i'm thinking of where to go for a holidae? if i were to ask.. most will say no money.. if i were to tell them to save money.. they may not have the time.. or go where? This kinda feeling sucks.. haha.. oh well.. i dunno man... end of the year.. mi boss is going australia.. but her daughter wans to go to winter place to play snow.. by then i not sure if i'm still working for her.. which i doubt it ba.. so i hope she can go enjoy the trip coz she wanted to go for a holidae so much tis june but alot of things just screwed up and she just can't go away for a trip.. i wanna go too can bring me in dec! lol.. Is brisbane lo.. i dun mind just the air ticket to fly me there.. haa

Taiwan at the end of the year.. hmm i'm scared it maybe cold and raining.. Thou i would prefer going there in summer mayb 2008 (july).. to get some shopping as well.. Where else can i go? Actually.. thinking thinking.. wanna go to cold country will be nice.. like korea or japan... haha.. there will be too ambitious.. cannot.. mi dad sure kill me if he noes how much will be spend there.. If not m'sia liao lo.. haa.. Worst come to worse is dun go anywhere.. rite.. urgh..

About a month more to school reopen.. Not much exciting vacation thou.. thinking of when can i go zoo... mayb i'll do tat on mi b'dae.. haa tat sounds funny going zoo for b'dae with all the animals to 'celebrate' for me.. lol.. Then again.. it's proj period.. hopefully tis time round.. wun kill me with all the projects rushing to submit all together.. muz get a proper time management..

Last sem to really fully enjoy student life.. there wun be animore unless.. i wanna do a master.. wat are the chances man.. slim ar.. unless i'm rich.. den i really wanna enjoy study overseas.. being very independent.. but i scared of being alone overseas.. haa.. contradicting huh..

mi brain is not functioning well todae.. going knock off at 6pm and head home for the tv drama at 7pm ch U.. i watched it becoz tat dummy doc is so funny.. attitude changes when he noes tat the ger is a married woman.. but den he still loves her lo.. can tell can tell.. i think the previous parts where he starts to likes her and alwaes wanna meet up with her was kinda cute.. and funny.. how silly can it get.. but really for love.. one can do anything under the sun..

-L-O-V-E-... unexplainable.. u will noe it when u fall in love.. being in love.. and fall out of love..
sounds like i'm the love expert.. wahhaha.. no la.. there's not even a right guy in place.. i'm absolutely STILL single and available.. and no one in mind.. haa.. enjoying the dull life that carried on in me... in the past.. i do envy those who had.. but now.. it din strike mi mind anymore.. perhaps used to being lidat.. and just wished that mi frens whom are attached that everything goes well on them..

I'm preparing to go home soon.. in 50mins more.. hehe.. to the gym tonite! had a sinful lunch.. erm mcdonald.. juz feel like trying the teppanyaki burger.. it was not bad.. just like having mos burger teriyaki burger.. but this teppanyaki is a bit spicy.. but is bearable for me.. i'm sure u guys will feel nothing haa..

Gtg.. blog soon~
Kel

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

POC Premiere! **Starry Nite@Cathay Cineleisure**

Watched the POC Premiere with wanlin ydae..

Sorry frens.. some whom i kept calling them and left them so many missed calls. I noe it was just a movie, muz had rolled your eyes when u heard me saying.. Oops.. kinda desperate oredi to find someone super last min.. basically i got not much frens i could ask them out for...

Always hang out with them every week; kaiming, claire and peiwen.. but everyone starts to get busy a little or sick and not yet recovered..

boohoo.. i was telling claire last nite.. tat i only got 3 frens to call out.. i mean u noe the really close ones.. i dun mean to offend the rest of my frens.. but sometimes u noe who u will call when u wanna hang out like every week.. I rang up my uni frens too.. sush, meiyi and lilong.. and my sec sch frens winnie and wanlin.. And luckily for the nite.. i had someone to watch it with me.. if not i think i'll fall asleep last nite.. haha it was a REALLY LONG show.. perhaps getting tired and is near 11pm when i thought it should ended soon.. It was a near 3hrs movie.. Wrapping the whole story up for the last part of POC.

I'm watching it later as well.. this time with claire.. promised i'll bring her to watch this movie.. Anyway it's free tickets again. haha.. last nite tickets were given by Uncle Sam... it was a cool premiere show.. and i met so many local celebrities there.. wanlin and me were like stunt when they were literally walking in front of us.. suddenly i feel so starry walkin in the middle of their 'reception cocktail area' our theatre is hall 5.. so juz in our way to walk over.. the stars are like one huge group of guys in the front of us and we had to make our way over.. like Jeff Wang, Johnathan Leong, some super host stars, superstars and campus superstars.. Chen Feng Ling, Priscilla and her bf, Jeanette Aw.. Taufik.. haa really alot some i saw their face on tv but dun even noe their name.. lol.. Not tat famous yet.. some of them are tall.. like Johnathan Leong is damn tall.. haha..

Okie.. so much so abt the celebrities.. i've anor later.. no celebrities but ppl from Merrill Lynch.. My boss had the tickets.. was entitled for herself.. she gave it to me.. so sweet of her.. if only i had not watched it ydae.. haha but for the premiere it was worth it..

Tml i'm meeting my uni frens for a bowling.. from 2pm to 6pm.. glad to do some activities beyond working.. Full shift working is killing me.. the fact that i started to feel tired and sleepy in the afternoon everyday.. especially after lunchtime..

Another 2 more hours for me to rot.. nothing much to do oredi.. unless unexpected calls from my boss.. otherwise.. i can continue to surf net or read books..

Went to the NLB just now.. my 'second home' haha.. i named it my second home when i had to do loads of project and need to find research in NLB.. nearest in my workplace.. Yup.. borrowed 3 books in a row.. i felt so amazing.. haha..

i start to feel a craving for beancurd.. haven had that for a long time.. rocher beancurd..

oh yeah.. juz recalled what leiming asked me about.. to go for a break this june.. he tot of redang island and asked the gers.. hmm he din tell me if i need to help him asked the rest of the gers.. and not sure if they're heading taiwan in july.. aniwaez.. i told him i can't. promised my dad and also had to take mi june pay for mi sch fees.. juz to cover 1/5 of it.. ya lo.. and i wanted to buy a digital camera so much so badly.. hmm see if the pc show can fit my budget to buy a camera. if not i'll save the money lo.. for my end of the year trip.. not sure who can go with me and go where.. wanted to go taiwan.. but end of the year is winter and maybe raining.. so boring and kaiming not sure can take leave anot.. hmm.. den i dunno wat i can do liao.. ask who and go where.. life is pathetic for me.. shall i just go alone? mayb mayb can consider.. but i dunno wat to tell mi parents if i'm going overseas alone.. they sure bound me from going.. i need to work hard for mi last sem.. i noe tis sem results will be greatly disappointing.. and i had mentally prepared for it.. i just prayed for a pass in sq and ethics, at least a CR for the other two. dunno wat got into me and tis sem was really a disaster.

Better not think so much about it coz is a fact tat i can't do anything to it.. it's all over..

conclusion still die die must go travel.. b4 mi perm job.. and i sweared i will earn the money and paid off mi sch fees to mi relatives.. 7K.. a fat bonus jiu ke yi gao ding! haha i muz be dreaming..

Okie.. i'll come back to blog soon~

June is coming.. so so fast! Life is like a rollercoaster sometimes..
Treasure with what you've and be happy...

Monday, May 14, 2007

I noe where u were last thurs nite!


And yes yesh! I was at Ink Club @ Raffles By the Plaza Hotel~
As seen Claire, (Ink Club Manager), Kel
Cool pic! Thanks to Mr Raymond Pang! The manager handsome yeah! The ink club is very nice! The place was cosy enough.. next time gers talk and i'll recommend u the place.. or for those lovey dovey couples.. a little romantic corner..

Friday, May 11, 2007

One of the Best Time of our lifes


My Cousin's Red Wine


Mine's Cosmopolitian -> Damn nice to drink! Hehe

10th May 2007 @ Ink Club (Raffles by the Plaza Hotel)
N we were photographed.. so if i saw my photo out at the website, i'll upload it here!
Well.. it was taken with the Manager of Ink Club.. a 'Ang Moh' lo! Haha..

Wednesday, May 09, 2007

After Exam

09-May-07

After a torture of 3 weeks exam! It's finally over! Although i've little confident this time round.. i dunno if my mind can't store so much, or i'm over-stressed by the whole exam.. i did badly tis time round. I merely hope a pass for the exam paper becoz if i failed it.. that's it man.. where got money to take another mod again! Sianz! And i noe my exam paper i wrote until.. i dun even noe wat i'm writing actually.. so it's really sad for me after tat paper... and pretty stressed by it.. AMCA paper was sucky on the calculation ar.. And Marcom.. i totally din write on the 'Internet' part.. Biz Ethics was even more horrible.. answers in 40 words.. tat's really short-ans.. and is either you get it rite or wrong.. sigh~

So overall.. no confident at all.. but i really wished i passed all.. becoz i dun wan to repeat any mod. Hopefully given some moderation of the exam paper also la.. who in the right mind went to set the SQ paper man!

Now really heck-care.. no matter how many HDs i got in the first sem.. tis sem i sure get none! So sad de lo... mi aim of passing with distinction i also dunno how.. really PIA for the last sem liao... to me.. tis sem kinda short.. and the projs are really circling us for a long period of time.. really hard to breathe and less than 3 weeks we had our first paper.. and i kept going back to work.. so sian de lo.. i only studied like 1 week for the exam lo.. although ya la i cannot blame to study last minute.. but i also can't find time man.. since joined phillip securities.. we're like forever so busi lo.. and onli had a few times that is relaxing ones.. the applications and all filled until i also blurred lo..

Since feb till now.. abt 3mths of working time over there.. everything is kinda settled ba.. but den now need to roll the biz back lo.. $ $... At least i feel at ease to find my own job after my degree.. yup.. Sianz.. i think of mi grade i'm gonna have.. i'm preparing the worst-case scenario liao.. tat's a PASS... pls no FAIL..

Hmmz.. okie.. it's all over.. shall not think anymore.. Let's get the 2mths vacation a real hard time to play! After the 3rd sem.. i guess.. everyone is on different routes liao.. the time of meeting will be less or even not..

Actually i'm glad i came to study.. really met a few more frens.. making life more happy lo..

-Zoo-, -KTV-, -Badminton-, -Tennis-, -Sentosa- etc.... (We'll enjoy them all!)

First.. i wanna catch the spidey movie! Tat'll b on fri with Kaiming! Whee!
Tml shopping with my cousin! Whee! Time to use my vouchers liao! Hohoho... (It's not xmas yet la! but the feeling of chirpy!) Lol..

I'm gonna get my jigsaw up soon! The stitch with lilo... haven started on it yet..

P.S i wan a nice watch and camera! (Hint for my b'dae!) Keke
ooooRrrr a Taiwan trip also can! :P