Rise & Shine

Good morning!
I haven been updating my blog for a whole week!

Remind me that i met him last tues evening. Haven seen him since fri which is a mere glimpse as i'd boarded into the train, while he juz came up to the platform.

Strangely i do miss him abit but i feel more relax on the journeys to work w/o him being 2gether in the cabin.

Wat's new ya.. not sure.. been out on sat to get mi air ticket to perth with xian. Midnight flights. Anyone who needs to get duty free stuffs, sms me k.

We can slowly get our things done in the next 2mths... haa still long enough.

Seriously broke to the pit. Hm xian should noe y. :x

Gotta stay @home through the whole week. Tat's good to save money too. But i dun even haf money to save.. just tat i dun wish to spend money on unnecessary things now. And there's thousands of bills to pay.. muz clear mi debts!

I really need a husband... someone to yang wo! Tat's all i wan.. But gap as far as 5yrs older.. which means he can be 27 tis year. Am i thinking too far.. lol husband..

Thurs drum lesson will be exciting coz we're gonna finish the last 2 pages of lesson 1. And moving on to 16-beats drumming! woahh.. Can't wait! Beside drumming, there's nothing for me to look forward to each week. Such a boring piece of crap huh..

I'm in the stage of having no life. Wish i've someone to take care of me.. perhaps that's gonna light up mi life.. I'm waiting for tat light to come... Wat's the likelihood of me getting attached tis yr huh? Guess i need to be a good ger and keep on praying huh.. lol or i've to wait longer... -_-'''

Has anyone watch failure launch? Issit nice hur?

So tired.. dunno y wake up super earli 2dae.. like 7am.. which i suppose to wake up only @7.30am. If i see him 2dae.. i tot mi waking up earli part will make me happier.. but no leh.. damn sian.. where's mi motivation to work thru e rest of the dae.. 1more hr to lunch.. i wonder will mi boss be treating us. Me and anor ex-colleague.

I got nothing more to blog le.. sounds pretty boring entry..

Arghhhh

Kel

Post No. 190 ~Classic Evening 21/03/06~

okie i was takin tis train abt 6.10.. super earli coz i left on the dotz.. den i was headin home lo.. haa.. yup.. i was in the middle of the two cabins.. hmm.. den i carry mi hp out.. got the urge to ring u up.. no idea y.. ya den reached tanjong pagar.. i was abt to play with mi phone.. den i saw him squeezin his way through.. i was stunned, tot i freezed for a moment and i felt hot on mi face.. but i tried to remain cool.. err dunno if he did notice la.. but ya he saw me. .coz he stood directly opposite me! and yeah i almost panic like crazy.. damn.. i dun even noe where to look etc.. den i took out mi phone n start to sms u.. felt retarded smsing u lo.. haa mi typin super shaky..

Yeah den moments later he took out his new gadget.. i believe is a palm top handphone... so rich.. den he was like playin with it while listenin to his mini disc player.. so i tot he played his music loud n clear i talk to u on the phone lo.. hope he din hear mi talkin @all.. Hmm...

So the funny part was like yeah he looked at me while i avoid his eye contact.. and i looked at him.. he avoid mi eye contact.. but u actually can feel his eyes ya noe.. when i was talkin to u...

Okie.. so the best bit is when reachin jurong east.. all the people alighted.. except the two of us.. standin opp each other and haa.. i felt funny den i stand aside.. to exit later ma..

We got out of the cabin and walked down the stairs.. hm.. he was beside me for a while den i let him walk.. he really walk super fast! damn long legs la.. den from behind.. haa.. i almost tot of huggin him from behind.. wat the rite..

when we gettin out of the control station.. i saw mi card with a negative.. so i decide to top up.. den i try to look for him.. he also toppin his card and hm seems to find someone lidat.. lol.. den he faster den me.. n walked off le..

He turn left while i turn right..

Dunno if tml will see him in the mornin.. but quite a classic evenin!

Hope tis prove somethin abt our fate lol.. but it's nice.. despite me acting cool all the while rite.. i was smiling to miself when i was walkin to the gym! lol

And i'm so happy now... kakaka

Bright & Shine Wed

Good Mornin

Pleasure reading i hope... Not much of any update.. Shall anyone gonna update me more? hehe

I'm simply having no life these days. No idea.. Work, Home, Gym, Town, Sleep.. Basically rountine things every week.

I wonder how am i gonna survive going thru life lidat...

Perhaps it's time to change things around. How to? Tell me anyone?

No drum lesson tml.. teacher heading to tioman.. it's a holiday break for the music school tis week. I think next week sure alot of talking from the teacher. He's such a funny teacher to begin with. Like to crap and always say the line 'watever watever'. Like nobody else listen to wat he's saying. Haha..

I'm gonna pierce mi ears this weekend! Hope it's not very very painful. No idea wat came over me to pierce mi ears. Mayb i'm vain la.. haha.. But which ger dun like to be pretty.. only lazy ones ba.

I'm waiting for mi boss to step in to throw me things. In the meantime.. i'm openly bloggin with assoicates walkin behind me.. Mayb scannin wat the hell am i doing.. mi keyboard making a whole load of noise.. but who cares?! Unless mi boss said she gonna fire me..

Gonna meet dom n ck for lunch later @chinatown. Hope it's on coz mi boss had an appointment at 12.30pm. Hope she not asking me to stay around! *Cross fingers* I had not met the two guys for very long time ever since i left UOB Life. So i hope there's gossip for me to listen.. haa

Wat else man.. oh ya i wanna skip todae's gym.. Dun feel like seeing the weird gym instructor.. lol.. Ya lo.. i go tml since tml no drum lesson.. hehe

Then fri there's mi poly gathering! Hm.. gonna eat dinner @gallery hotel and chill out @ liquid room! Okie, hope everything turns out well and have fun!

I guess there's more updating from each other since we had not met since er.. wen's bdae ba.. Hm.. dunno y feel like seeing joel. haha.. Hm tall guys.. hard to find okie. Hope the ns guys dun keep talkin abt their ns stuffs. Tat gonna bored us lo.

Feeling abit tired now.. slept like 6&1/2hrs only.. really look like panda..

Oh btw, gonna recommend movie tis week 'Nanny Mcphee'. Very nice british film. The kids are so naughty and so cutez. Especially the baby.. hehe Don't miss this movie of the week. :)

I shall come to blog again if i can find more juicy news. Hehe

~Love is all around~ Oh wat a familiar line that i juz typed.. Nvm

Take care frenz

Kel

Good morning ladies

Heyz

Was suppose to head for e beach todae, but was so drained out last nite.. i was alreadi dozing off at abt 12.38am.

Something wrong with the backspace of e keyboard. Urgh.. irritatin..

okie nvm, i juz got up, kept sneezing.. felt abit better.. but i feel like goin back to bed... ya after tis blog!

Realised that i overspent for tis month.. sigh.. also dunno how..

Later meeting wen in town and perhaps home for dinner.. since i'm gonna cut cost haha.. n she havin her dinner appt.

Lunch with mi colleagues @work is getting more fun. I decide to eat with them more often and explore the areas of good food with them. They said even can go maxwell to eat.. so far away.. but good la can eat snake rite.. haa.. They made me luff so much over lunch. Really enjoyed that.. when nobody talks to u for a whole dae.. ya tat's how wonderful it seems to be for break-time.

Had so much fun last nite out with xian.. crapping so much and bought very cute tees! Worth the buy, somehow or rather convinced miself la. I still like the newurbanmale the sleeveless top.. ya mi bro got 3of tat.. in large size cannot wear.. too big.. 40over bucks.. haha.. next time.. hope i dun see tat handsome guy last nite.. pretty weird.. and i find so funny i left the shop juz lidat..

One of the classic point last nite was @hmv, tis super skinny guy was jumpin towards attending tis lady. The action really made u wanna luff so long n so loud.. wahaaa.. i think muz be a gay action la.. stuffin his hand in his pocket and jumpin towards a customer... how funny can tat be.. lol

I'm gonna say.. rest the case for shawn these days.. haha so i'm gonna zip :x

Soon i'm gonna think of wat to do when the enrollment thing comes in.. Strongly i pray that i got in la.. and at least get miself the degree in mi life.. If i'm gonna take up a part-time degree.. tat will be super xiong lo.. hai.. let's see how's the results..

Still considerin to take up insurance exams..wanna ask mi cousin if he got the books to lend me.. den i pay for the exams. Gonna keep quiet and dun let mi boss noe abt it. @GYC really made me learn alot of things.. Sometimes a change of environment is good after being stagnent for 2yrs.. So frens who have not start working yet.. Don't afraid of tryin new things.. change of jobs and so on..

I wanna get a higher pay job!

Unfortunate events

Rise & shine @ 7.30pm... my left eye felt abit swollen. Guess i had rubbed my eye last nite.. And i just got the eye drop during lunch break. Okie... a seldom mistake that i actually did today was to forget my phone. I felt super handicapped! Without it, i felt super lost. During lunch alone todae, i felt very stoned. *No lunch mate & no phone! bleah...

Guess i'm pretty tired.. and had headache in the train... i kept rubbin to ease the pain.. wonder if he saw it. He's not in a good day, not in a right mood. Sigh.. we din have eye contact todae and he got the DND sign written on his face.

During the journey after dover, the train actually stop becoz of some faults on the previous train. By right i sld be happy to stay longer inside the cabin huh.. but i was closing my eyes thru.. sleepy and headache.. bad bad.. i heard him coughin.. hmmm... wonder if he's okie now.. he looks fierce/cool leh.. watever la..

May not catch him tml @station.. tat's our usual fri, we dun get to see each other.

Got so mani things to do in a short while.. just wanna laze abit here coz most of mi colleagues are goin for the IT fair. Heard it's the biggest of all... All gonna get a laptop/mp3s... So nice.. I'm broke to the pit and ya.. can't afford.

Yup, hope i'm feeling good later.

Bless me throughout the day pls!

Mid-week

Back to blog...

Very very tired.. i guess is coz of the gym.. omg.. mi body is aching like shit tml!

Alrite.. the instructor, i dun noe his name la.. haa but he taught me the right way to do the workout.. Which is thanksful.. if not dunno whether the body is working the right way.

Aching like hell now.. i wonder if tml i can still drum especially my arms!

*Just gonna pray everything goes well tml, coz i seems to have twitching eyes from the right eye to the left eye the whole evening. *touch wood* for the bad things ar.. i'm gonna be optimistic tml! bless me!

And yea tml strategic if i see him is to have a friendly smile @shawn huh... i muz rem tat and see how's his reaction la huh.. Dunno will he startled again.. mi mild smile.. mayb he din really catch it ar.. coz there are mother bringin her two kids walkin pass me and i need to let them walk before i can walk further.. lol

I'm so tired that i kinda feelin i'm talkin nonsense.. and worse i din practise mi drum for tml.. to tell the truth i'm super lazy.. mi mind is tellin me to slp!

A boring entry for today.. felt like bloggin but dunno wat to say..

*I'm just dyin to see shawn.. yeah thinkin of him now.. fyi.. wahahha

Nitez ppl

Brand new March

I'm gonna set a discipline rule of losing that fat off.. 3times of gym exercise plus crunches in alternative days in a week.

Losing that few kgs is really terrible, it muz go with consistent exercises and more to work your muscles out! But gaining that few kgs are so easy.. just by not exercising!

It's good to have a good health especially at such a young age for us.

Hypertension, cholestrol and so on.. are much happening on young adults in mid 30s.

So do take care of your health my friend.

My schedule will be tight as hell now with the gym in charge and drum lessons.. Tat's good enough to stop me from complaining that nobody wanna date me out! or ask me out! haha

Any happening on a monday morning??

For me, it's good enough to see him @the train station. :)
*ya as usual din smile @him la.. coz i'm sittin down.. and tis auntie sat beside me.. so he sat beside the auntie but quite a distant from her.. haha

Perhaps tml.. if were to see him again.. Make sure there's eye contact between us huh! *pray!*

Resume mi work soon, in a few mins.

My boss gave me a task which is to take care of general insurance from now onwards!

A heavy responsiblilty of coz but i'm gonna handle it well...

blog soon.. gonna do some reading!

Tata

My 2nd billabong slippers gone missing

Twice billabong slippers had gone missing @mi grandma house.. Dunno which thief took it home.. I was so damn pissed and having the urge to call the police!

Oh well.. take it as a charity... a worthless charity! I rather haf my money spent it on poor children or old folks!

Looks like i gonna get another pair.. *roll mi eyes*

Something happier to mention ba...

Last nite, i had the ticket to see simon webbe showcase @zouk, bringing mi cousin along. Her first time to see a showcase. Haha.. both of us were so excited.. while waiting for the show to start.. I believe simon had been there for a long while coz i see johnny, blue's manager. yup.. not to mention that i saw sue & her frens and the 'ghost'. But sad enuff i din see dee n gang.. Mayb they din went for the showcase but the siginin @hmv todae..

I will feel that his singing is good. Love the song 'All this time' if i'm not wrong.. gonna dl the songs from soundbuzz later..

Very sexy body he had.. the last song when he sang 'no worries', he took off his shirt.. and brought the ladies up on stage to dance and sing with him.. it looks kinda funny from the audience @the back.. haha.. but is nice and fun yea.. Even dennis keller went up stage and pose a pic with him.. ya w/o the shirt on.. lol..

Nice to see him again.. but compare to lee.. ya missing alot more on lee... alamak.. haha

I wanna go MOS soon.. yeah u heard me.. lol.. Gonna let go and be wild at times.. lol

Oh ya, i wanna say thanks to siyun for the continuous encouragement to smile at him.. i'll try to do it when i see him again next week? haha.. if i see him again okie.. sorry guys the blog entry sounds so ridiculous.. haha.. Thanks to wen and claire strong advices too! I know la.. for the matter of fact that i dun wish things to end up like the previous case.. u noe wat i mean.. ya.. i wun let him be the 2nd 'd' yea

Okie, tml i'm gonna take some pics to sell mi stuffs online.. make extra money...

Continue the mass chat with mi sec sch frens..

Blog soon

A big y?

y is a question that i keep askin miself when i see him..

u noe i was quite happy walkin to the train station thinkin that i wun be able to see him again.. yesh u caught me sayin wun be able to see him.. i was late for the train time at 8.20 to see get to see him also..

Actually i'm kinda avoidin him now so i tot i will take the later train..

So i was takin the escalator up.. train due another 4mins.. i saw him sittin there at the platform.. u noe wat i felt like.. dumbfounded lo... i tot he would have left.. i was like damn! y do i have to see him.. din he left mins ago.. i was waitin outside the mark lines la.. And the train came.. i did look at him and yeah he did look at me.. we had eye contact twice and the other one is when he walked behind me to get into the cabin.. which struck me la.. coz he was literally behind me.. okie.. i sld be happy abt it rite.. knowin a fact that ur crush is behind u.. and he's tall that i wear heels.. i'm only abt his shoulder.. can u imagine?! alrite.. the feelin was nice for the whole one station to jurong east.. den later so mani ppl la.. so we moved inwards the cabin.. but he was all the while facing behind me.. urghhhh

tell me wat to do! and the train is super long todae.. and was late for everyone of us!

goodness... urghhhhhh

i wanna die la.. y he gotta move so close to me.. true mi heartbeat twice and more when i was literally facing opposite of each other.. though he was busy playin his phone? or palm top? no idea.. his music is super loud! and dunno wat genre of music?! haha..

guess will see how things goes... neh.. dun think abt it man..

i blog soon.. boss in.. damn!