Rotten weekend

Juz listened to Craig David, Story goes...

Wow.. amazed by the album.. i know it's abit the long le the album.. Love this song

Don't love you no more...

*Chorus
Rain outside my window pouring down
What now your gone my fault I'm sorry
Feeling like a fool cause I let you down
Now it's too late to turn it around
I'm sorry for the tears I made you cry
I guess this time it really is goodbye
You made it clear when you said
I just don't love you no more

And wat else.. Jolin Tsai new album and Rainie Yang... been listening to the songs for the past few days as mi headphone spoiled for weeks and i just got it replaced on thurs. Yupz..

Very rotten weekend.. stayed @home and rested! Did nothing but playing neopets lo..

A new week ahead.. yes.. i'm abit lost now since my fri is like a totally upside down day!

I was having wisdom tooth pain for the consecutive days and i was so tired on thurs.. the pain was unbearable and i barely slept a wink tat nite.. On fri i was really stoned.. and was having lunch with my colleagues and ya.. smart alex of me went to guardian pharmacy to get the pill to cure the pain away.. I tot consultation for dental cost me a bit and i'm very broke.. so i was waitin for mi pay day and den i gotta go see the dentist la.. die die no choice.. seems like the pain is not gettin away..

Anyway the person asked me if i'm allergic.. i've no impression tat i'm allergic to anythin so i said nope.. and asked if i've ashthma i said no too.. Perfectly healthy lo.. The pharmacist said the pill is stronger den panadol and yup gave me this tablet called nurofen and dunno wat it contains.. the pill is still in the office.. About half hour later.. i coughed madly like mi whole chest is so itchy.. and kept coughin.. Then my eyes started to irritate and i rubbed it.. Then i went to the toilet i realised mi left eye was swollen (like a fishball underneath the eyelid) and i kept coughin.. started to feel a lump in mi throat.. the feeling was worse than anithin tat i ever experienced.. I felt so alien for once.. yes i felt damn ugly i couldn't recognise miself in the mirror and tot it's a joke man! I walked back to mi office.. told mi boss tat mi eye is like tat den she shoo me off and asked me to go see doc.. God.. i knew i'm ugly la.. Then mi colleagues all reacted wat happened... den i was like i can't really see one eye left.. Then a kind colleague accompanied to see the doc in OUB Centre itself.. phew.. luckily she accompanied me.. i would have knocked into things lo.. As i really can't see clearly.. And while walking to the clinic.. Thousands of eyes are looking at me like as if i'm contracted with disease or wat.. Okie.. Feeling worsen when eyes are looking.. so i walked as fast i could to the clinic..

While waitin for the doctor i was having flu.. Dunno y.. Then my turn to see the doc, we went in. The doctor first look at me.. wat happen to u! I'm like describing the scenerio of eating the pill and tat was wat i ended up. So he was saying a poor fri for me.. Instead of relieving pain for mi tooth i ended up payin twice of lessons. Immediately he said need to give me injection to bring down the swollen eye.. i'm grateful lo.. I noe i look damn ugly and i just use one eye to look at the doc.. Okie he's quite handsome la.. haa.. And then he told me i'm allergic to the pill, the content inside the pill.. i was like OK! Win le.. It's a strong painkiller that i can't take.. I need to note tat down somewhere in mi wallet.. In case *touchwood* something happen, the doc who gonna treat me have to take note tat i can't eat the painkiller.. Then after examing mi throat and taking blood pressure.. it's time to inject.. And the tot of having injection doesn't goes to mi head till the doc starts to put the liquid thing inside the needle..

From small i nv like to take injection.. always fall sick and took it privately.. It's kinda scarey ma when u're a little kid. I'm kinda scared of needle. Might end up fainting or somethin.. But this time round.. no choice to be afraid.. coz i'm scarey by wat happened to me after the pill was taken. I told the doc (barely can speak) but just to tell him to be gentle.. very very gentle.. The worst part is mi voice, kinda hoarse and flu-voice.. Realised injection wasn't much of a pain.. like an ant bit.. compared to the wisdom tooth pain.. far fetched.. I just hope the tooth pain wun come back for the time being..

I'll be very guai and go to see a dentist le la.. Then see wat need to be done..

After tis incident.. i need to go temple and pray le la.. Have a peacful year ahead man.. Grateful that i din die... It's a tiny margain between life and death.. How unpredictable this world can be.. i tot to myself sld i go buy some insurance in case la.. At least mi parents got a sum of money till they retire.. *hm wait till i finish mi degree first la..

When will i noe mi application successful anot man.. Sianz.. waiting and waiting..

A smooth week ahead i wish...

Bless all and take care!

Kel

A very nice wednesday

Here i am to do another entry this week!

Thanks shuhui :) And i sure be seeing you n have loads of fun next mth! Hehe

Alot of funny things happened...

This morning i woke up.. laughing my heads off while brushing my teeth.. recalling wat i had exactly dreamt before the alarm clock rang..

I dreamt of... Wang Li Hong! Haha.. His american chinese.. he was talking to me.. can't rem wat line he said.. but his voice is there.. simply glued to him.. lol.. And moments later.. he was erm teaching me drums.. haa somethin lidat.. Yeah.. Perhaps if he open his world tour in singapore this sept.. i will go catch his performance.. if he'll be performing the one like taiwan.. super high lo! I saw abit here n there on taiwan entertainment news. Tat's a good thing with starhub cable la.. but it's always boring during the weekend.. kept watching the repeats! Duhz..

My mum is watching Da Chang Jin for the consecutive erm.. 3rd or 4th time?! And it doesn't bore her out.. even ask me to get her the vcd.. haha.. juz rem wanlin asked me for it.. but nobody i noe had it.. haa.. Perhaps the aunties would bought..

And this morning, i thought to myself, i haven seen that shawn for a pretty long while so i thought of walking early to the train to see if he got on to the early train. And then i walked out my grandma house late.. as usual.. so that's y i'd been missing him for almost one month.. but specially todae juz when i wan to see him rite.. he's there leh! But now, he changed his place of waitin for the train.. is juz near to the escalator.. it's obvious not to notice him standing there.. den i act blur din see him.. he merely look at me n turn back.. so used to see him each day and suddenly he's seems to be mia.. still look the same as before... geez.. if i get into sch soon.. i wun be able to see him le lo..

But i hope getting into this course will widen my circle of friends and definitely i hope to meet er hum.. haa tat special guy somewhere la.. Next year chinese new year.. i'm sure relatives start to ask.. er u got bf anot.. blah blah blah.. mi 3 elder cousins got oredi lo.. getting into marriage stage soon le.. Time flies.. And i'm the next in line.. :|

I was busy housekeeping this morning.. then suddenly my boss called.. ask me to do calling first den later in the afternoon den do the admin work.. Hai dun meant to complain much but i dun feel the pay is good enuff to cover my duties lo.. She dun find that i've loads of work to do.. and kept thinkin i'm very free.. of coz la.. if she's here den distracted ma.. i everyday work at her desk.. read emails blah blah.. got things to do.. when she came in.. den i opened mi desktop got nothing much to do ma.. And i hated things to do last min and all in a rush.. u noe sometimes u will miss out things lo.. den later tell me off tat i din do this.. sigh.. i kinda sick of the job also.. not for the pay.. i wun haf hold on.. but also hard to find anor job.. i'm not lucky leh.. I really wish my pay increase anor 100 bucks.. not too much la.. but she felt like mi job now is a waste of money.. *roll eyes* if i'm not doin those work for her.. she'll be dead meat lo.. where got time to do admin n meet clients with 3appts a dae.. crazy.. and no time to breathe den complain tired.. of coz la.. run 3diff places in a day for 5days.. sometimes sat also gotta work leh.. got family n kid somemore.. If i dun place slots.. she said no appt no sales.. life is tough n hard..

But good news that she's the top in UT tis month.. i noe she'll be.. 2nd runner-up till tis month of UT sales. She can only focus on doing one thing at a time.. Too usd to the way we work previously.. Selling just insurance.. And now i got so much time to do la.. to compare different companies.. Den still say i'm free leh.. muz do calling.. Make full use of my pay sia! Hai.. i kept recalling the way she phrased, my pay is stagnent lo.. wun get increase de.. becoz in tis line wat.. WTH.. Admin i do, calling i do, everything i do.. she can call on the phone talk rubbish i had to clear all the shit.. *Sianz!

I wanna get into study in no time man.. but i gladly wish that after my trip back.. i juz wanna relax and dun haf to see the full crap of work.. Though i find that my company's colleagues are nice.. and fun to get along..

Todae lunch even treated by sim poh and choon hui.. i mean i dun deserve them to treat me.. juz a tiny small fry in the company lo.. but yeah.. bu hao yi si ma.. Then cindy wanna return me the money.. but eaten oredi.. dun pay abit not nice either so gave her the money back.. haa she ended up.. havin more money from me n sim poh.. so she claimed eat with us good.. end up got extra money from us.. haa.. And my office shawn ask tml i'm free for lunch.. i'm like no.. haa.. extra pocket money.. haa meant for a joke.. lol..

Tml drum lesson again.. and fri i go gym ba.. tis weekend.. grounded at home n study for my first exam i wanna take for my FA license.. Health insurance exam.. Still reading the chapters.. i intend to take it next week. Yup.. Dun feel like draggin the license.. coz my first customer is waiting for me lo.. haa

US Market topples down so drama leh.. my equity funds all fluctuate down.. Waiting for the upturn.. coz once market back to normal.. all the funds will shoot up..

A good time to buy funds now.. more units ma.. later can earn more.. Too bad.. no more money to invest le.. all dumped into it..

Next week a long week to go.. fri got seminar!

Till i blog again man!

Cheers everyone

Kel

Study n the loan...

I'm back, a sunday afternoon with not much of tv programs to watch and nothing much.. except to surf the net and check with some friends.

Been worrying so much of getting into a uni this year.. coz i felt life is so stagnent now.. No pay increment, nothing... wat the hell i worked my butt off for 2years to get such a return.. despite 2times of bonus but i guess tat's fair n square coz i worked so hard for it.

Though my boss encouraging me now is to take the license and qualified to be a financial adviser, which in turn i can make some living of my own without much worry of getting so little pay. And i hope i can pay as much of my sch fees if given a place in sim-rmit tis august.

Given a miracle hope that my relatives are gonna help me with the loan.. the worst bit is the guarantor needs to be mi immediate family, which i dunno how even. wat the hell.. a moment of hope is juz being tarnished within secs of my reading on the website.. life is lidat huh..

But i'll make sure i get the money.. even if i need to work mi butt off for it..

I was given rejection letters from the rest of the unis i applied.. a waste of my money..

In my life now at 22, crossing just 1/4 of my whole life..

Wat do i see in mysef for the next 20years.. a career of my own? getting a family, settle down with a few kids? be a housewife like an obasan? or just being single, work and tour countries to countries?

Come to think of it, wat exactly do i want?

I just feel like finishing a degree.. i mean this is somethin tat sld be clear first. Then i come to think of my job.. Able to climb up the board of directors? Being a MD? or just open a shop/cafe of my own? Working overseas? Life is kinda far to think and yet short to live..

I think one step at a time man.. Don't rush into things.. just be calm and settle one little problem at a time.

Just rem todae is Mother's day.. To all mums in the world, a very special day for the year hardwork.

Was thinkin to go out n eat with mi mum.. but she juz cooked.. hmm.. mayb tat will let me save some pennies.. And i just calculated i overspent at $100. Dunno on where.. N now.. i'm broke..

Shawn is apparantly MIA, no idea where he gone.. missing.. 3weeks..

Still can't find any guy yet.. sorry no juicy news yet.

Hope got ppl to date me out.. haha.. crazy idea..

I'm super bored @home.. decide to go to my grandma house in a while.. one week of no GYM! Gasp.. oh no.. pray my efforts dun go down the drain..

There's no secret in losing the weights.. but if u're determined to do one thing.. u'll get it done.

Next time i'll update more on the life happenings..

Cheers
Kel