我們只是陌生人

We're strangers..

Don't know names of each other
Don't know everything of each other

Yet we see each other most of the time @ the station platform.

We exchanged looks and nothing just comes out of it.

Suddenly i just feel like the movie "Turn Left, Turn Right"

Okie watever.. haa

True enough, i walked from the left side of the station while he walked from the right side...

Even our workplace, i'm on the left and he's on the right side of raffles place..

Weird!

I think he's just someone that happen to come into my stage of life now..

Even if he's attached, is saddening but doesn't really matter.

I'd told myself nv to fall in love so easily, and everything starts from purely friends first. If chemistry & communication hits off... there's prolly something..

Guess strangers are better for now.. IF one day he plucked up his courage and talked to me.. i may faint straight away! lol.. juz kiddin..

I'll remain cool and just be friends i guess. Coz i dun even noe him, dunno how is his personality and stuffs.

Falling in love is easy la but i need to refrain from all these.. I noe he filled my head every sec when my mind was empty, which i dunno y.. i'm cool if i din see him on train sometimes ya noe.. mayb tis is the effect of seeing him too much in train.. but somehow i dun wish tis to stop. hope he dun get his license soon! i dunno if he will drive to work when he got his license. urgh.. shall cherish the times that i get to see him..

oh well...

:) Life is just a mystery and unexpected things just happen in our everyday life...

Let me blog anor after lunch on the buffet i'd with e gers last nite and haa.. everything to update.. like the bsb concert!

Loves
Kel

First Drum lesson

First lesson, waiting for the students to come in.. and very paiseh things happened of coz. lol.. we tot we're late for lessons! And den actually we're not.. lol.. there's another class goin on and we're like knockin onto the door thinkin tat the class had started! So gan chiong spider of us.. rushing to buy the sticks and running to another side to buy the score booK!

hahaha.. The teacher is a funny man lo! Talkin things so fast tat somehow it din really get into mi head when it comes to the beats n the notes part. haha. Guess i was pretty tired and din really focus like 100%. So i kept askin shuhui which part to play. It wasn't exactly the drum set that we tried on. Luckily if not the music comes out of it will be like so awful!

Okie, is time to practise lo.. i guess mi next lesson will be better. A strong class.. everyone knows and i'm like the only one who play like shit.. think the teacher also dun wan to comment i'm so lousy ba. I will make sure tat i make it in the next lesson! urgh... hahaa and need to be near the teacher coz i can't see from far.. guess i'm very da short la..

Tml onwards gonna be a busi day for me! Need to buy CNY cards and gotta do some proposals. Hope i can see him tml on the platform! hehe..

KeL

Finally i saw shawn

Set the alarm clock at 7.30am last nite and fell asleep immediately. That was how tiring i am... really... still feel very sleepy today but was beaming all the way to work taking the train!

Ya, initially i tot i wun be able to see him lo.. i walked fast fast to the train station as i knew i was going to be late and i din bring mi watch. So i was taking the escalator up and saw loads of ppl waiting for the train n i din see him lo. I was wondering where he is, mia again?! haha den i went over to the opp side of the platform just to look at the clock and when i turned around! ohh!! he was standing where erm i used to stand. Haha.. no wonder i can't see him being block by the pilar.

1min and the train is moving towards the platform, i was walkin to towards the door but it was so crowded. Where we were standing, the cabin was packed, so he moved to the right cabin while i walked even further right coz his cabin was packed too. Wonder y today there's like loads of ppl and all are late. It was 8.25am when i got onto the train.

I dunno wat's tat look on his face when we saw one another. Just a look that ohh.. see each other again. I almost wanna let out the smile and hesitated and quickly move to the cabin. He was giving that kinda dunno whether to smile or not look, coz is not the usual cool look on his face. haha.. weird.. but is okie.

As i was in the train lookin out of the window door, i was smiling to miself.. coolz i get to see him once again! yeah! He looks the same to me. Din really change perhaps abit darker... Lock his face into mi head just now when he got off @tanjong pagar. Coz i tend to have STM.

Today is gonna be a great day! Hope u've a great day too!

KeL

"sOmetimes in life, we dO nOt need tO take things sO seriOusly. Just luff it Off and get Over it. Just be happy each day of my 2006, tat's wat i feel."

A look outside the window, and looking at my papers in front of mi pc! haa.. suddenly i got things to keep miself busi! lol..

No worries, no one in the office to see whether i'm eating snake or being so hardworking! Haha.. mi boss's comin back for 2days on leave. So yeah.. time to be busi or act busi haa..

Things are getting pretty good, with abit better sales result tis time round before we are moving out of this office. Gotta work even better in the new company!

I'm kinda stagnent at how my life is. I'm totally broke when i paid the cable tv last nite! And din really sleep well... @-@ ya lo mi eyes are so panda!

Come to think of it, 15days of not seeing shawn, that's like half a month oredi. 2006 and he seems to be MIA... sigh.. from now, i just dun think abt seeing him again..

Tml's the drum lesson! woohoo!

Gtg gym later...

*dragging miself there* haa

KeL

Sometimes the road ahead is paved with anything but good intentions. A music-filled journey that proves amazing things can happen when you least expect them. Featuring Orlando Bloom as Drew (fired by the athletic shoe company due to the fiasco, made a lost of US$1billion and feels like there's no meaning in living on earth) met an unstoppingly positive flight attendent, Kirsten Dunst as Claire on his way to Kentucky, where his dad passed away coz of heart attack that had probably saved his life. Will his return after his dad's funeral will be life misery or happiness? Don't miss this movie for the start of the year! It's hilarous and sweet! Awww.... 

Human are all selfish

We all are selfish pplz. in different kinda ways.. and many of times, we do not know that we actually hurt somebody around us. It's sad that one can't notice but the victim is disappointed. Like we can't please everyone and so we tried to accept their shortcomings. Time and again, we do self reflection and i hope each and everyone of you and of coz miself could be a better person. We need not change to accomodate others but change to make ur life abit more beautiful.

Words are piercing in my ears and i dunno y... i just wish everything can come to a stop, after a heavy rain and out comes the rainbow or sunshine. Just like taking a rollercoaster ride.. we all have ups and downs, who's sharing the joy n sorrow with u or perhaps everything is kept within urself. i'm takin the second option.

Music had been repeating since the last time i loaded the songs, perhaps is time to change a different set of songs and face life more optimistic.

Wat really grew me up in being an adult is looking at things at different perspectives and acting on our decision. Did we ever try lookin at things from other person's shoe? Did we ever think of the consequences? So much things can be done and prevented yet certain things just can't be prevented.

I felt like i'm talkin crap here.. so ignore me if u felt lost since the beginning.. i dunno.. just wanna crap it all outta mi head since no one is in the office and i'm slackin the day thru!

It starts to rain again... when is the monsoon period gonna end? summer pls come quick! Coz it's time to hit the beach!

haha! I wan to put tis photo on the top of mi blog.. shawn look-alike!  

welcome to wen's party 

Wen's b'dae party 

~nice~ 

Nicole_Kel 

Ferris Wheel 

*hAhA* 

Genting 16Dec 2005 

lol 

smile everyone 

hahaha 

Nice shot! 

Weitian 

*Candid Shots& 

Serene_Cheryl 

Terence_Zhida 

yeay! 

*candid shots* 

*1st Round of the Indian game* 

KeL's dream

WOke up feeling super tired...

juz recalling mi dream.. that i won $2500! And yeah i kept tellin someone that i can do something with the money! Like travelling.. buying things that i wanna have for very long.. hahaha.. and i remembered that someone won it with me, it was a guy. So we kinda split each $2500! That's alot lo.. come to think of it! sld i go buy ToTo later?!

Okie, i dunno who's this guy la.. but apparently he is someone i have a good feeling with. I was kinda close to him and we were walking and he suddenly hold my hand and said don't let go.. just walk with me. I was like melted and kept walkin with him. If only there is someone who's worth me loving him, for now i dun dare to anyhow love someone becoz of certain reason.. Sort of leaning against his shoulder in the latter part and we talked but somehow the feeling is like an underground issue which is like duhz.. i dunno wat's the exact situation la, lol.. Is the guy, shawn?! haha.. i wish sia.. Den he told me that we won something lo..

Had a lot of drinking on tap water last nite @shuhui's place. We were all crazy lo.. But it was fun during the card game session, we were mixing together lo, at least not the guys sitting under the tree and gers chatting among themselves. It was rather a successful gathering so far and the guys had grew more maturely. It's good that they offer to do the bbqing and we just gotta wait to be serve. :)

Loads of queuing at the toilet towards the end, drank so much water that bladder is gonna explode lo.. haha and basically we luff so much! Gosh.. i am so tired now.. i wonder how am i able to work tml and gotta be @yishun mrt 8.45!

Goin to the gym later... had too much bbq and gonna lose a few more kgs before the cny.. if not gonna be like feasting again!

Wonder when can i get mi bonus lo!!! Pls come, i really find it hard to surivie after throwing half of mi salary on this new pc! urgh...

Goin to catch elizabethtown movie tml with mi cousin! Gotta remind her later.. yeah.. busi week also!

Love ya pplz
^Sleep more^
KeL

1st day of 2006

Good day!

I just woke up with barely 6hrs of sleep.. din really rest enough but it was okie.. thinkin a long nite to run later with bbq @shuhui's place tonite with mi sec sch frens gathering. Yeah.. it's time to gather in the beginning of the year.. since cheryl n shuhui's back in town.

Guess everyone went for countdown and still slpin like logs now.. Haha.. last nite was good.. i was happy that i went to watch the fireworks.. it's just so nice! Better den ani other time i'd watched. It's not that i'm a big fan of fireworks.. but the feeling was nice to usher the new yr.. ya la.. i got not much frens to go out with lo.. i told miself tat i wld end up counting down miself.. so i'm prepared for the worst.

So after dinner n ktv with wen, i was walkin from millenia walk all the way to tanjong pagar.. and found miself super lost.. thanks god i've mi mp3 with me.. was blasting music all the way that i'd walked.. Thru the walking, i discover that sometimes lonliness creeps in out of nowhere and the feeling wasn't tat nice, really got me the urge to cry but i hesitated for a moment la.. Was thinkin i rather stayed at home and watched tv with mi mum.. but droppin off the idea of goin home at the hr of like 10pm?! I watched ppl with families, couples & friends.. waitin to usher in the new yr.. got their 'weapons' with them.. finding a good spot for the fireworks @esplanade.. it's all abt havin fun la.. haa But thinkin tat i'm all alone.. is just so sad lo.. i told miself tat i gotten used to it alreadi.. thinkin who're mi frens lo at the pt when u're so lost and nobody sms me anything..

Just come to think of it ar, in need of a fren.. who can i count on sia.. *shrugs*

So i got miself stuck at tanjong pagar and feelin super lost.. was walkin to the train station when jo gave me a buzz.. yeay.. and she n her fren joyce wanted to go to sentosa. We met at harborfront and suggested that we went to see the fireworks coz we haf 15mins more to 12am.

15mins of sky symphony... cool.. i love the vibrant colors of the firework.. tat really cheers me up alot, beginning to feel that 2006 will be a good yr for me... putting off everything in 2005, growing up to be more mature in thinkin as well as dealin with stuff. Overall, i enjoyed miself only when i was watchin the firework.

I gave dan an sms.. haa i dunno, mayb we r not even frens come to think of it. Doesn't matter whether he reply or not coz deep down inside.. i'd alreadi gave up everything on him.. letting go n moving on of coz.

N i seriously missed shawn evey sec tat i'm outside.. and wish to bump into him lo.. but no fate la.. and worse still mi boss wan me to meet her 8.45am at yishun mrt lo.. tat's like 8am i gotta leave mrt at chinese garden.. wun be able to see him liao lo! T.T very very sad la.. i was pissed lo! wat the hell is freaky earli lo! MI GOD.. made me roll mi eyes in the mornin.. okokie.. time to cool it off.. no pt boiling on a new yr dae!

i wanna meet someone like shawn if i can't see shawn animore.. i dunno.. argh! he just filled mi head every sec lo... urgh...

i'm crazy i noe..

Hope 2006, i will get miself attached la.. and no worries that i dun haf company for ani occassions.. hahaha.. doesnt matter i just be stuck at home lo if i can't get miself attach.. being single is no big deal la.. get used to it lo..

I wish that good things will happen around me.. and be happy every day of mi life thru the whole 2006.

Anticipated in mi drum lessons! And mi new job environment! Tat's abt all...

Kel. 1st Jan 06