~KeL's Live Journal~
Monday, December 31, 2007
Stop envying people!
Somehow in my heart.. envying people around me. Sometimes a question will pop out in my head, y can't i be like them? Why is my life going the hard way? Perhaps is hard for everyone too.. Just that i don't get to see it..
No worries, i'd get over it.. stop envying people.. if my life is lidat, i've to live with it. Perhaps doing better and how to achieve that first step in getting better.. I just pray for miracle to come..
Tomorrow, everyone is going out to countdown, or with their love ones and friends.. I'm gonna be at home.. sleepin over it.. dun even feel like tuning to any program that says countdown 2008..
Doesn't need to be sad at this time.. even if nobody asks me.. everyone had their plan.. come to tell me is a good rest u noe.. den i've to live with it rite..
Is not the wanting so badly to go out.. but with the people to sort of celebrate it i mean.. but i noe.. tml is a disaster once u wanna go home..
Initially i tot of perhaps can gather at a fren's house and chit-chat.. do somethin fun mayb.. But i guess nah.. is not gonna be fun..
And i've a gatherin on 1st jan.. not sure.. just go with the usual mood ba.. Nothin much to anticipate, just updating on each other life.. talkin abt the gers taiwan trip.. tat's all.. i got nothin interestin to share.. oh well..
After hearing Jay concert tickets are finally confirmed.. felt relief! Coz is somethin i wanted to go badly.. somethin that i could excite me alittle..
I can't imagine how my 2008 will turn out.. Could it be a smooth sailing one? I really dunno.. Now i feel lousy.. just hoping things will turn out better.. Is really a low low period now.. Geez.. it's alwaes lidat.. like a cycle or somethin~ Who cares anyway~
Tml still gotta work.. 1/2 day.. i forsee mi boss gonna dump me the proposals.. aniwaes.. but only workin for 4hrs.. quite fast and den i will go home... perhaps finishing up my cross-stitch which i plans to give to huiwen on her housewarming..
Nitez den..
Kel
Friday, December 28, 2007
2007 の last entry
おはよ
My blog looks so dead ya..
Haven been posting for quite some times.. too lazy to blog ba..
How's xmas for everyone?
For me, i'd slept over xmas and was NUA at home the whole day! So lazy to squeeze with the crowd in town.. decided to give myself a good rest! Not much tv programs on holiday! Furthermore is on a Tues... so i watched my JUMONG at 6.45pm! Damn early.. and was rotting my whole nite away.. I managed to crawl to bed at 11 odd.. So sleepy even thou i was nuaiing at home the whole dae! Tsk Tsk
Today is a happy day! For my ex-colleague, huiwen who is getting married todae! I dunno if she got any chinese ceremony in the morning.. but we all were invited to the wedding dinner later @ Turf City! Keke.. Hitched a ride from Maggie later with Andrew.. Elaine is going with her hubby.. So i'm expecting to see some of my ex-colleagues from GYC... those were the times we had so much fun last yr! Laughing and doing all sorts of stuff.. I would prefer a more team environment den alone lo! NO fun at all..
So happy for this 漂亮的新娘 tonite!
Looks like everyone is discarding things in the office for the new location at Shan Road coming Jan 14th!
I can't imagine myself goin there so earli! Geez with a small table n all.. :( Sad
Hopefully 2008 will be a better year! Not just me, but everyone! Turning 24~ Suddenly the number looks quite old lidat.. haha.. once 18 is over.. everything starts to change.. bit by bit.. u become more mature, more lady.. more smart and alert in the outside world!
What's your new yr resolution for 08?
I would love to have a good career to begin with! Earn loads of money!
(There's my career and money!)
Family wise, i guess i'm very contented with living as a normal family now! Just hoping for that dae to come~
Health wise, definitely be healthy and not fall sick!
Love wise, still hunting for my golden turtle! Haha.. just someone who is good to me, loves me and take care of me.. Sounds like a husband to me.. Haha.. When it comes to man, everyone says Kel has high expectations, gotta lower down those requirements and i'll find one. I think is all about 缘分.. End of the day, you've to connect well with this person.. 心灵相同.. Of cos, i've been envying my frens for years.. every year with the same thing.. wish you get a bf soon! 虽然, i tot i can find one in Uni leh.. but so sad.. dun have eh! Out of 200 students in my batch.. Really dun haf.. hahaha.. Now even my MRT guy also MIA liao.. Tsk...
Perhaps my love life sucks la.. Haha..
Travel: Aiming for at least two trips in 08, one will be to Taiwan.. another i'm still thinking.. So better get a job fast fast!
31st dec.. Everyone seems to have their own party.. i think i'll be at home after work ba.. No plans at all.. :S
Wish everyone a Happy New Year!
Cheers
Kel
三个心愿
沁: 我喜歡妳的眼神 溫柔又危險
請不要戴上眼鏡 我會看不見
想要張開雙手 把妳寶貝
想和妳天天見面 想帶妳環遊世界
飛: 我喜歡你愛逞強 笨笨的笑臉
在心中抬頭挺胸 堅定的信念
這個遼闊世界 不夠完美
但有了你在我身邊 什麼都很OK
合: 第一個心願 為你 把幸福汇聚
天涯到海角 頭髮到呼吸
下一個心願 給你 最好的自己
再許個心願 我的愛把你佔領
沁: 為什麼為了小事 就要掉眼淚
好像有太多的事 只能自己揹
其實只要你說一句OK
現在就立刻馬上 變成你的Superman
飛: 這世上最重要的 不只是誓言
只要你常常記得 親親我的臉
我會永遠 記得這個今天
還有很久的那一天 我也要有你陪



