~KeL's Live Journal~: September 2006

So damn accurate!

Plane has taken away my sadness... taken away my tiredness... i'm left w happiness

Juz got back from airport~

It's silly travelled all the way to changi airport to see planes.. It's been so long since i last dropped by..

At the viewing mall.. all i watched are planes waiting to depart this country. This very sec, time allows to move abit slower.. i start to think of the things been happening around me. I had fun thru the past 2 weeks.. at cloud 9 level.. so long i haven felt life been so fun fulfilling. Hehe.. :)

Anyway what happened for the past 2days had vanished into thin air.. i dun wish to talk over it anymore neither do i want to think of the it.

Move forward in life and anticipate the unexpected... pls i juz wan good stuffs.. I dun wanna sit another rollercoaster ride...

Trying to plan what to do for my exam break.. and there's test on 4th oct.. wow.. next wed man! 16th oct i will quit my job and back on the 3rd nov. Still thinkin 3rd nov or mondae.. haha.. Mayb we sld haf a chalet.. but den is back to the usual 5 of us.. haha.. we need to recruit more ppl.. but to find ppl w the same frequency.. erm abit hard ar.. haha

Guess it's back to another fast fast week.. time to chiong for my last project!

My eyes suddenly wanna close liaoz.. mayb i really had a long day.. haiyoo.. tml full-dae workin again.. sianz.. juz becoz of the money! Who can yang wo?!

Great week guys!

Cheers
-KeL-

Love is in the air~

Haha... truly love is in the air~ All i can say is slowly waiting for the love to blossom one day. It takes time for both parties. Now, i can't tease them anymore. It's better to let things flow naturally. Our family status will never change. Being part of the family is great, we had so much fun. Mummy said she loved the tennis session ydae, so daddy got mi hint? Hehe...

I got my 2nd time of sunburnt, woke up and mi face has some freckles.. urghh.. so next time i will bring mi tube of sun block.. especially this comin sat. We're heading to sentosa. The usual gang.. mayb plus ian n terence ba.. not sure.. Sush muz come ar! At least more fun... we can sit the sky ride.. and throw mummy n daddy together.. since daddy said he might afraid of heights.. haha.. daddy can hug onto mummy.. wooo.. haha wait till either of them see this.. will kill me for sure.

My arms and legs ached.. lucky not mi butt. Very sporty lately man.. badminton, tennis, sentosa... haha still got wat else.. den movie i tink.. loads of activities lined up. Haha.. We're crazy.. but at least there're chances for them to noe each other more. Hehe

Wat am i doin todae?! Man.. no shows on tv.. it's time to get start on my revisions for the exam.. Focusin 100% of studies.. 1mth to the first papaer.. can u imagine.. it's so fast! Juz can't wait for 2nd nov to end. haha

Beside studies and work.. there's nothin more i can think abt.. rather i dun wish to think abt.. so yeah.. broke till mi payday.. tis time definitely more money den last mth.. finally.. haiz..

Y'dae i had a great time @my grandma place. It's her b'dae and she paid for the buffet and the get-together session was great... I haven seen some of my little cousins for very long.. used to see them as little kids and now they grew so tall.. We took loads of photo last nite.. including the whole family! It was totally different. It was fun talkin and luffin w mi cousins.. Wait till i've the photos den post it here in mi blog.

Except that at the end of the nite, i'm the only one clearing the rubbish.. arranging the chairs.. keeping the stuffs.. cleaning.. Y becoz i lived at my grandma place the longest.. so i noe the stuffs there.. but i dun think is a matter of i live at mi grandma place.. they're just so lazy.. and throw the things all over the place.. nobody bother to even say wan me to help u.. But i dun care.. coz i dun wan mi grandma and mi aunt to be clearing the mess after they left.. It's been a tiring day for them, making sure the chairs are enough... cleaning the floor.. doing all the household chores since friday. This kinda thing.. nobody noes lo.. And my grandma is happy to see her grandchildren w their bfs last nite. So nice.. The 2nd cousin's bf is much better.. At least friendlier.. and coz i noe them being together for so long. Juz well the 1st cousin is being super protective over her bf.

This looks like a long blog.. haha.. gonna end here..

Great sundae!

-KeL-

Disappointment or not?

I juz woke up! It's only 9am~ Meeting my uni frens for tennis later at ian's house. Lucky it's near my house ar.. haha so i still have 1.5hrs to slack. Goin to my grandma place for breakfast before heading out. Till 3am later..

Later in the evening is my grandma b'dae celebration. Hehe~ Ya tat reminds me later i go grab some balloons to make the place more fun! Hehe... So tired last nite, my brain can't think after reading some notes of OB.. And the minute i lied on my bed.. i'm in dreamland.. haha so can u imagine it's about 8pm only.. But i had a good rest at least for my brain.

Was disappointed y'dae, only two frens of mine knew what happened. But seriously, i really cannot imagine that it happened. This mornin i woke up thinking, it's not my business anymore, i dun haf to care. If i'm his gf and i see somethin lidat i wonder how i will feel. Guess huiwen said something rite, lucky he's not my bf.

Thou last nite i did felt uncomfortable, i wanted to go out for a spin or go for a drink. But somethin had stopped me from all these, it's not my problem anymore. So y sld i feel this. Yeah... even the special corner had erased from my heart.

Told ya, i've no luck in all these. NO luck in falling for someone, coz i ended up being a failure. Just like the train guy.. haiz.. So no more abt the train guy. And further more, when u knew this person likes the guy u bio for a long time. Then i rather i give up, i dun even start.. So tat kills down another. What am i left with? No one at all.. really no luck huh..

I rem what yx said @ sentosa. Comparing me n cher, of coz guys will look @ cher la.. pretty, slim, nice body n so on.. den yx said somethin like diff guys like diff types of gers.. 'so u nv noe lo, there will be guys who like u leh'. Haha.. i juz luff it off. Perhaps there bound to be, is just that the person has not appear. And truely i'm still surrounded by the expectations. Being tall is one thing, tan-looking is another, loves soccer and pleasent-looking. Haha i noe tis is hard. Doesn't matter rite now.. i'm not looking around.

I decided to focus all my attention on my studies. This sem i wanna aim for good grades. At least DI and above. Today is yet anor dae to relax.. oh mi.. when will i start to study! Urgh.. haha

I think the best thing in life is to be happy. I really laugh at any single thing that can make me laugh... My joker colleague, grace said: "Kelly, u very cute leh, laugh at any thing, you noe if i'm a guy i'll be smitten by u, it's like making the guy's ego and feel good for laughin at anything". This remarks make me laugh so much. That's wat i like about my colleagues who can make me laugh at anything. Besides teasing my uni frens, haha..

Hope u who is reading my entry now had a great day!

-Be Happy-
Kel