Hi

Hey everybody

Tis will be my blog for the week with not much updates and i decided not to blog for a while.. mainly coz mi life is nothing at all now.. Really no life.. Basically just resting at home after work, watchin loads of tv programs and a good rest to battle the next dae's work. Yup so is really dull here..

U guys out there have as much as fun as possible and be happy.. i'm happy.. no worries on that!

Take care sweetie pies...

Love ya..

Ur fren always

Kel

Weekend

Back from the weekend...

Nothing much had happened.. more on working on sat and restin on sun. Went to mi cousin's house and my auntie cooked a marvelous dinner! Hehe.. she's so good in cookin and baking cakes, muffins, browines, wat else.. all the baking stuffs.. really taste so good! Better than outside tat becos she used high quality ingredients.. Delicious! YummY! Thanks her for the hard work in making the muffins a few days ago!

I'm feeling much more better now.. after some consolin by wen.. babe thanks!

Some sort of enlightment for me.. Was pouring my heart out, something tat's inside.. bottled up for all these years.. It's strange to think of why todae i said it out..

Something that all single ppl should noe.. being single.. lack of love.. haa wat else rite?! Hoping and praying that someone will just appear one dae.. n let it last forever.. kinda fairy tale i noe.. who don't believe in happy ever after? Every walt disney movies had it.. :)

I don't think i wanna say it all out right here in mi blog.. but just something.. without love, u will think y u don't have one.. y everyone around here r attached n yet u r not. Is something wrong with u? Reason being fat? being unfriendly? being bad tempered? No guy will fall in love with you.. Or rather u'd a shield tat prevent others from comin into your world.. When u lack of social circle.. u had not made ani frens.. mayb juz a few by ur side.. n u din get to meet up with more ppl in this world.. Mayb is time u should.. open up.. hm.. I wonder for miself a second.. I lack of appeal to ppl? Not attractive? Haha.. Wat else? Not much confident of miself.. tat because i looks ugly and fat..

When u feel lonely n need someone to be there.. there ain't no one to cry on, a shoulder to lean on.. to hold on.. someone to protect u when u feel weak and helpess, someone to share your sweet n sorrows, someone to be there even he's not physically there n u noe tat he will.. someone to believe n support u in watever u do.. this kinda feeling is like u need a man.. ahahaha.. When men need women.. all in their mind were sex.. when women need men, wat do u think? Sex too? Nope, still can live on without men? Too much opinions on each n everyone..

Being single = Being strong

Being single = Being happy

Being single = Be contented

Wat did u do to deserve all these? Did god treat u badly? Not being fair? Y u din get a bf.. Y everyone else did?

All being thinking too much?
Y because is lidat... no y.. yeah.. no y
It's fate.. it's destiny.. meant to be it..

Y not think of the good things.. Ya, this will keep mi drive goin.. I hope so.. my family are the main thing i care now.. Kinda no space or commitment to put mi love life in..

Watever happens to my love life, just go with the flow.. How about a few more crushes? And meet cute guys?! Wahaha..

To the singles! Don't give up on yourself.. Be who u r and live the flow of life!

I'm indulgin myself with more music & sleep and have fun with my family.. Tat's the whole thing to occupy miself and be happy at the same time!

Cheers everybody!

Thanks for reading this, if u have any comment, just type it in..

A friendship hug!

This is a after effect of me when i read too much love stories.. about marriage and all.. sort of craps.. Read more self improvement books man...

Okie, back to normal...

Juz heard from my auntie tat mi cousin scored a cert i dunno wat it's called but is sort of recognition that u study in the sch for a year n u will earned it with the good consecutive results! Really so happy for my cousin, something she wans it so much n she earned it! Congrats!

Yeay, i wished i can go back to study and not in an act of impulse but in a really hard working way... I vow to work hard n do good results, if not wat's the point of wasting so much money!
I think i can make mi dream come true! It's all hard work n the efforts to put in!

N finally, we had a class outing cum yensiew's bdae this coming fridae! Looking forward cos had not met up with the rest of poly gang.. Guess we had some fun with the gossipin thruout the nite.. n hopefully no one doze off at 10pm.. HAHA

It's gonna be a first time experience campin in tent! I nv did tat n felt excited! Haha.. goodness rite.. coz i'm not an outgoing person since young coz mi mum dun like all these kinda stuff, felt dangerous n al.. mum is mum.. hehe mi mum's timid..

So yeah.. for today, i'm so happy i had kaiming back for lunch here in United Square! Feeling excellent! I dun need to face mi boss everytime.. tats kinda sian alreadi.. being with fren r so diff.. not much pressure hehehe..

Wat else.. not much entertainment for me.. juz save up abit first.. wait till wen's over the financial tide den perhaps abit of entertainment come round.. I truely can't wait for MAY! Whee..

I'm gonna be so tide up with work for the next week or so.. hopefully if more new stuffs r implemented.. Wen, mayb we can invent a stress out kit! Haa.. Wat u think?

I'm gonna chill out for a while before time to knock off in an hour's time..

I miss my cousin so much! Wonderin when she'll be back.. gonna get her somethin from e trip! Yeay..

So far.. not much complainin of the week.. since it's the beginning.. i wish everyone had a good week ahead! Alrite..

Time to sign out!

Kel ^_^

Secousse des jambes au travail (Midi De Mercredi)

Halo..

Tryin to get miself very chim todae! Reason being i'm so free! Haa.. My title for todae is shaking legs at work (Wed Noon)! Tat (above) in french!

So let's begin with some different languages in the world lessons.

Let's try:

I Love You (English)
Je t'aime (French)
Ti Amo (Italian)
私は愛する (Japanese)
나는 너를 사랑한다 (Korean)
Te quiero (Spanish)

I onli noe the italian and japanese of I Love You! Haa..

How are you? (Eng)
Comment allez-vous ? (French)
Come siete? (Ita)
御元気ですか? (Jap)
안녕하세요? (Korean)
¿Cómo es usted? (Spanish)

I'm fine. Thank You
Je suis très bien. Merci (French)
Sono benissimo. Grazie (Ita)
私はうまくある。ありがとう (Jap)
나는 잘 이다. 너를 감사하십시요 (Korean)
Estoy muy bien. Gracias (Spanish)

Hehe.. i'm bored.. can tell huh..

Caught The Pacifier (movie) last night! It was fantastic! The laughters were rolling from the beginning of the show till the end! It's really so funny.. i almost broke into tears at the end coz i had too much laughs! U guys sure don't miss this show ya! Wun regret!

Got nothing much to write on mi blog now.. coz i think i got no life at this point of time! Haha.. Suddenly i feel so no life.. urgh!

I'm gonna hit a book store one of these days! Get a book called Tuesdays with Morries and den lend it to wen to read it as well.. She's so into tis title.. Haha.. Provided mi money comes in on Fri! Haha.. so broke really.. spent too much money on concerts! :P

I'm feelin so damn bored right now.. think i go play some games! Hiak hiak! No one cares! Even someone in the office watching vcd... hahaha.. No govt todae! Whee.. tis carries on tml den fri i wish the govt is here to give me pay.. tat's all for the week i feel so sianz..

N tis suddenly reminds me of my dad's birthdae i keep forgetting to check! Darn! Wanted to treat him to eat at a restaurant with my brother.. so we can share the cost! But mi dad dun wans it.. prefer $$ so xian shi! Hahaha..

N i really gonna hate tis sat.. had to make calls! Damn.. u noe i hate to make calls to customers.. Who likes to do calling aniwae?! Haha.. blame tat i need the money for the trip! So i had no choice left! I hope i can see sun real soon.. so i can rest! i need REST totally to miself..

I longed for sun! Meaning.. to rest n relax at the beach n meanwhile to get miself abit darker so i wun look so pale like so mani ppl had told me so.. i noe i'm plain n white.. i hate tat.. so okie abit of tannin.. yesh! Picturing miself @Mauritius! Wow... (more like day dreaming)

Dreams are always dreams! U muz work for your dreams n let it be reality!

Applause... is for yourself.. Well Done at the end of the day!

:) I'm signing out now..

di ciao

Kel

Boring Mondae

Haloo...

Tryin to keep miself awake now.. the sky is turnin abit dark and wonders if it will rain later.. but i shall not b worry about coz i bring my umbrealla todae! Haha.. well i actually was watchin the news last nite and the weather forecast said tat todae will rain! hehe..

Tis mornin.. waking up not feeling the right mood to work.. guess i'd not rest enuff for the weekend. Wen, i think we can start the idea of all the kits n who noes it will sell well and we can become millionaires! Haha.. good idea rite?

I just finished some work and kinda feeling extremely bored.. my boss was chit chatting with her boss and i'm way too bored.. not tat i wan her to give me work.. but i rather cherish tis moment tat i've to relax abit.. n now turnin mi head up to look thru the windows... all i can are dark clouds and bingo mi guess was rite.. gonna start rainin cats and dogs.. I HOPE i wun get drenched later on.. not too heavy rains..

Was back in the old office just now at lunch.. met some old colleagues there... start to ask abt the new workplace n stuffs.. gettin so sianz of the topic everytime they see me but wat else could they ask me rite.. yes, i'm happy to be back to haf lunch with the gers but onli kaiming was there but is really good! cos we can talk abt things tat we knew.. And den i had to get some stuffs for mi boss before takin a bus back to United Square..

I felt like learning something.. i was thinkin of drums den later i tot i wanna continue mi piano and den i wanna learn back mi jap as well.. confused.. but i cant find the time to learn it.. mayb mayb tml i go check out at yamaha.. in plaza..

Can't wait for mi pay tis fri! hehe.. den at least i got some pocket money to spend n starts to pay mi bill n mi mum allowances.. yeah.. get so frustrated with the money issue all the time..

I'm thinkin of alot of things thru the weekend.. goin to study.. i wished to go to somewhere else to study.. so tat i can learn things from there.. being in a diff culture and learn to be really independent.. away from mi mum nagging and screamings.. i noe i can't bear to leave mi parents but at times i think is for the better to let me grow up.. to be strong n stuff.. i dunno.. but i hope i can haf a year aboard to learn things..

And come back with a different me! More strong and independent.. more mature n thinkin wise is more smart n for the good!

Sometimes i'm in a dilema thinkin of all tat..

So in a daze now with the weather lidat!

I gotta get back to work..

Take care frens!

Kel Sign off!

Sat - Working!

Heya ppl!

I'd wrote mi blog ydae but due to error, the blog wasn't being able to published. I was pissed yeah but what can i do! :(

Today i'm gonna write again wat i did ydae.

My story today was about a guy i met on the train! Hm... :P

Early at 8am.. i was walking to the train station. Upon reaching the station, i can see the board stating the time of the next arriving train! ONE Min! and a FOUR Min! Usually.. i always missed the ONE min train as i was dragging my foot to the station. And i was late waiting for the FOUR min train to arrive.

Ydae i managed to board on the ONE Min train! I was happy telling myself that i'm not late! Haha..

I went to the train cabin.. looking for space to stand. Wanted to go in between the cabin, but it was kinda no space for me. So i chose to stand near the door. The train was moving and i was listening to my mp3s.. Upon arriving at the next station.. i turned my head around and saw this uh.. guy damn tall.. like a model kind.. he was standing in between the cabin. I was like damn! y din i choose to stand there in the first place! Haha.. lucky too i dun wan to be so upclose to him.. later he'll notice tat i keep looking at him. The train stopped at the next station which is Jurong East MRT.. E interchange was very crowded.. loads of ppl flow into the cabin and i was being pushed to the back.. I could only see a bit of him..

Thruout the journey, the ppl came in and out of the cabin.. Luckily it wasn't tat crowded and i can get to see him.. And den suddenly our eyes met.. electric eyes! Haha.. But i looked away.. stayin and lookin calm n cool... Deap inside me, mi heart is beating so fast! I wished i'd fainted or something.. n mayb he will come to me! i mayb dreaming at this point! Haha.. I was totally melted.. n i still got his look on mi head now! God!

I can't help it n kept looking at him when i get the moments and hopefully he wun notice it! Yesh.. and we did another eye contact! I was like.. Ah.. okie.. enuff enuff.. haha.. shit him..

He looks so SO CUTE! I swear! But when i got off at Raffles Place, i see no sight of him.. feel so sad.. and yeah.. tat's it.. i din get to have a last look or anything like tat! Urgh..

Tat's alrite.. i told myself.. mayb if fate permits us.. we'll meet again! Next week.. i'll board the same train again.. haa.. I dun mind just to see him again.. Doesn't care if he's attached anot..

It just made my dae really good! Haha.. At this point of time.. i'm going crazy..

N now i'm working.. yeah mi sat job! Kinda boring coz i'd wat i supposed to do and wait for my boss to come back! Waitin for 3.30 to end it!

Nothin to do today.. Plaza Singapura got 2-5pm sales. I'm sure it'll be damn crowded! Think i'm not goin there today! Nothin much of money left after spending on office stationary and getting some stuff for a fren..

Oh yesh.. i was at the CD shop ydae during my lunchtime and i came across Sly's CD! Chinese songs with one english song. The store was actually playing the songs and it doesn't really sounds like him.. I was browsing so much CDs and i feel like getting it home.. but it was too costly.. again i need to reconsider.. My bro say he wans to get twins.. i dunno abt Lin Jun Jie new album.. hm.. wat else.. Tao Zhe new album.. i can't recall much now.. Feel like getting simple plan cd also.. haha.. mayb one cd a month.. i'd some cds which i nv listen n i feel like seein off the net.. some posters as well.. hmm..

I'd to stop here for now..

Tata..

Kel

Freak out of Income Tax

Hi everybody!

Welcome back to my blog, what a good beginning of April. It doesn't seems like April to me, not that we've summer all year round, everyday looks the same. This month gonna be really sad of not holiday at all! And left 3 weeks to end it. Wished it could be faster coz i can't wait for MAY HOLIDAY! There's like 2 holidays which falls on Sun n have a travelling holiday coming up! Whee.. yes! Love that kinda feeling.. lesser work more holiday more fun! Yuppie!

Juz had a concert, attended Avril Lavigne! How cool was her concert! 100% cool! Ya noe wat, i really enjoyed miself there and i believe kaiming had as well. Yup, i went with her to the concert mainly becoz she like avril too! And gotta thanks her for coming with me! She said i made her feels young tat nite! Haha.. how old are you! you're so young mi dear! haa.. I managed to at least got figured out who r who during their arrival time we got really no clue and den i gotta read their names in the fan website.. haha.. At least one cute guy in there made mi day as well.. The traffic at the indoor was really bad tat nite.. The band left first.. and avril on the other van. No one notice the band members! haha.. guess not tat familar faces. Avril was so skinny and short! Yeah! She looks pretty tat's for sure. haa.. The complicated really wows the whole audience at the end of the show. It was the best ending! Love it!

Okie, no more chasing stories for now.. i'm broke for concerts n stuffs.. costly! haa

I got a news from dee tis mornin! And good news, she got a job tat she recently went for interview! So happy for her, now with a different working place and all.. i believe she will enjoy her work now! Wat more, we can haf more fun goin to concerts and mayb overseas trips! Yeay yeay!!

Beside this, i'm glad that wen is feeling better now. Hm.. Hopefully everything will goes well as what she wanted. Yup! Ger, if u're reading this! No matter wat, i'll be there for u! Okie! SMILE! yup! =)

I received mi cousin's email! Yes! Finally she got back to me, i emailed her twice! She using the internet at sch so less frequent to see her online. She always get bullied over there! I wished i could do something for her. Yup, i shall email her more often so she wun feel lonely. :)

Hai.. i'm doin income tax.. freaked the shit out of me.. so mani numbers! N ltr tonite i gonna do mi dad's one! Sigh.. Wanna get over n done with soon!

guuurrrr... yes finally i finished it! whee!

Now i feelin damn cold! ya noe.. the office is so cold now.. n i'm only wearing cardigan.. not thick enuff.. guurr.. help me!

Ya.. later meetin wen n hit the town! ya! Finally u noe wat i can shop abit todae! haa.. mi pay was in.. i'm so happy!

Getting myself disciplined is very impt these days! I'd been late for work a few times.. 10mins late.. yeah.. so i must be earli or on time so that i wun get told off again! But sometimes like rainin days u wun wanna get out of bed!

n OMG the sky here is completely dark! Shit.. n later need to go town.. I can see tat the whole orchard is rainin cats n dogs.. so is mi office area.. Working at 31st level of United Square.. wat a good scenic! hehe! I can see half of singapore oredi! keke Looks like sg is flooded with water tonight and everyone can have a good sleep! Don't u agree?!

I have to stop here for a while... stayed tuned! more stories coming up!

Loves ya

Kel